okay well, maybe it's time to blog.

sometimes i want to move on,
and im unsure whether i should go for more,
or just get stuck here and be happy with what i have right now.
sometimes i just want to get to know you more,
and be more understanding and thoughtful,
but i guess im jus not hardworking enough for you.
sometimes i guess im asking for too much,
and not giving back enough.

lol okay idk what im typing.

ah anyways,
christmas was cool.
okay not only christmas,
but the whole week,
from christmas eve to like...
yesterday?
was pretty fruitful.
cos,
much time was spent with different groups of friends,
like my PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATES!
my teammates during/before/after training,
and haha, SU people or a while here and there,
and my family (:
i mean, it's been some time since i last saw my cousins and aunts and uncles??
hahhahaha.
later's new year's eve,
and im gonna go out with my camp friends,
and actually, i cant wait (:

i think im screwed sometimes,
or maybe most of the time.
i hate it la.
but maybe a lot of people out there are also facing the same problem?
i dunno. haha fuck that.




lol im still screwed.