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i think my sister thinks i drive or something.
o.o ....
this was what happened
(yes i still can remember everything
even though i was sleepy then, HA.) :
"june, later wake me up at six one five
(which means 6.15),
i'll walk you to the bus stop..."
then i fell back asleep.
"orh," she replied grumpily.
later...
"jie wake up."
"now what time?"
i looked at the clock and was a little confused,
thinking that i might still be too groggy.
then i checked my mobile,
it read "6.47AM".
WTF?!
so we rushed out
and she havent even wore her socks
and finish packing her stuff. -_-
"you think your sister can drive car ah?
or ride bicycle then send you to school?
siao.
you always leave home at 6.30
so you should know when to wake me up what..."
"i dont know mah...
also not everyday leave house 6.30...
when daddy send me to school then 6.45 one."
she like paiseh already lol.
"AH! still say!
6.45 is DADDY SEND YOU TO SCHOOL.
YOUR SISTER DOESNT DRIVE K."
then she giggled -_-
OMG she's in primary six liao leh,
macham no common sense ...
LMAO.
anyways...
wireless.sg is back again!
:DDDDDD
YAY!!!!
going roller blading later,
swimming tomorrow.
YAY (:
can tannnnnnn (:
wireless SG sucks.
....
havent been blogging cos of that,
also havent got much to blog about. heh.
all i have to say is that,
I WANNA GO SHOPPING LAH.
): ): ): ):
school is starting soon too,
i cant wait :D
cant wait to meet new people,
make new friends,
learn new stuff,
gain more experience,
get more exposure,
everything! :D
going for work later,
it's boring but i have to go
for they need help (:
i think i sprained my thigh
after swimming the other day.
ow..
so sometimes when i walk,
the left side of my body,
from my hips down to my leg,
will ache for i-dunno-what-reason.
probably cos i put too much pressure on it?
hmmmm... dunno.
jus went shopping, YAY.
got two round neck tops,
two polo tees,
two pairs of jeans,
and gonna get this...
v cardigan thing from esprit?
hahaha.
i cant wait to get shoes,
plus flip flops, woo! :P
oh yah oh yah!
the seoul garden treat yesterday
was uber-fantastic! LOL.
damn fun damn fun damn fun. :D
we stuffed ourselves with loads of food,
laughed like total retards,
camwhored and camwhored and camwhored more,
chatted the whole time
and made a hell lotta noise.
it was as it the whole of
seoul garden was booked by us!
hahahaahahah.
we really couldnt care less
bout how other customers thought about us;
we are and have always been like that!
and it's been months since we've graduated from school,
so there's LOTS of catching up to do with one another.
(: (: (: (:
man i love my classmates to bits (:
THANK YOU MRS PHEE FOR THE TREAT!
it was wonderfullllllllllllllllllllll. :D
really cant wait for the next gathering (:
havent got anything much to blog about today.
just that i cant wait for tonight!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden,
wahahahhahah.
and im feeling cold,
emotionally and physically
(got such thing not? dunno HA.).
weather's really weird these days,
it's jus horrible;
cold then hot, cold then hot,
so annoying.
and im going through sudden
mood swings now and then,
not that anyone would realise anyways.
hahhahahaha. (:
i was slightly disturbed by the rain jus now,
dunno why.
i hate my new passport-sized photos;
they look horrible ):
i want to take new ones,
but it's like super expensive
and i'd be wasting money )):
i love the song 'sexyback',
cos it's really sexy.
also the song 'she's no you',
cos i can try to imitate jesse mccartney's
sexy yet boyish voice.
there's also this song called...
'through glass'? dunno.
but it sounds... so nice (:
i hate having mood swings,
and i hate being alone. (:
right....
im posting two posts in one day.
so you can actually see how bored i am.
hahahhahah.
im really tired,
and feeling quite disturbed by
all sorts of sound and noise surrounding me.
dont ask me why,
cos i dont know why.
one look at my face and my friends
could tell that i've overworked my body.
so chrystal has this BIG yellow hairband
on her head to brighten herself up. (: yay.
i teared yesterday night,
LOL.
it feels weird typing this down,
cos i havent cried since...
the day we got out O' level results?
yea, but those were tears of happiness.
yesterday's were...
different.
i hate crying sometimes,
it makes me feel like im weak and useless.
i hate it, extremely. ):
but it aint healthy to not cry,
so im like... what the hell... argh.
man i cant wait for friday to come!
i'll be seeing all of my sec4 classmates,
cos mrs phee wants to give us a treat :D
why? cos the whole class passed english. LOL.
i really really really want my life back,
i want to feel really happy again.
i hate being all alone,
with nobody to talk to and all that.
when my friends leave,
i'll just sigh and my mood totally changes.
when my friends arrive,
my face would light up almost immediately,
and most of the time
they wouldnt realise how lonely
i'd felt without their presence...
i admit i have mood swings,
it's unpredictable and horrible,
and 'difficult to satisfy'
(i really dont know how to describe it...).
and only few people knows that.
now im wondering who does...
haha.
sometimes i contradict myself really badly.
as in,
i feel really down inside
but still put up a smile in my face.
i hate that habit of mine! grrr...
like now,
im feeling totally unhappy
but im still 'haha'-ing away.
sometimes this stupid habit of mine
confuses the shit out of me,
making me unable to decide
exactly how i am feeling right now.
that gives me another bad charcteristic:
being really undecisive at times.
why do i always encounter indians who talk super loudly
whenever i board the bus 65 to work?
yesterday,
3 indian kids boarded the bus and
trotted up noisily to the upper deck
where i was.
they sat down right behind me
and started to talk SUPER LOUDLY.
-_-
something tells me that they are really dumb;
they are sitting so near each other,
why do they have to talk so loudly?
plus most of the passengers on board
couldnt understand what's so funny
when their laughter filled up the deck
(they were speaking in tamil, obviously).
i turned my mp3 onto full blast also no use,
and i think the malay girl in front of me did so too.
she definitely looked as pissed as i was lol.
today,
another three indians sat down near me again.
this time,
it was three adults, wow.
at least they didnt talk as loudly as the kids
from the day before.
BUT,
one of them was sitting right beside me.
im not angry with him sitting beside,
but why ME?
there are so many empty seats loh,
then dont want to sit with his friend
but come sit with me -_-
i dont understand.
then then then his arm kept
brushing against mine whenever the bus turns.
"must sit so close meh?!
scared you fall down is it?!"
grrr....
plus his friend sitting right in front of me
kept staring at people.
think he's trying to act like some gangster or what.
but he doesnt look scary or fierce,
and he even has a sissy voice LOL.
see! i could hear even when i have
my mp3 on...
so i guess they were talking loudly,
and super fast o.o
i woke up at 530 this morning.
was dreaming dreaming dreaming then...
"RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!"
oh my goodness it was so loud
that i actually jumped and woke up!
it was so much more irritating
compared to baoxian's alarm clock
which played weird songs o.o
anyway,
guess what my smart sister did?
...
...
...
...
...
if im not wrong,
she smacked the clock first
(cos it rang blue murder like twice),
then she finally forced herself to get up
to turn off the fcuking alarm clock properly.
AND GUESS WHAT?
she fell back asleep.
WTF...................
the lucky thing is that my mother
woke her up minutes later
(or she'll be late for school again, *grins),
then she officially woke up.
and that was the reason why i woke up at 530am
when the sky was still dark
and when i was still sleeping soundly.
RAWR.
after i fell back asleep again,
"chak chak!"
bright lights shone thru my eyelids
and i was able to see orange,
WOW. thanks ah...
i turned to the other side
and used my bolster to block the disturbing light.
when i was about to fall back to sleep...
"che char che char che char..."
(it's actually the sound of plastic bags,
i dont know how to describe it except in
"che char che char" lol.)
FUCK DAMMIT GIMME SOME PEACE AND QUIET
WILL YOU?!
then i tried to sound loud and 'shouted',
"whalau people want to sleep lah!"
"i cannot find my swimming costume!" she whined.
so she ran for mummy,
and got scolded again,
"how i know where is it?
you took it out jus now right?
how big is this room?
dont tell me you bluffed me yesterday
and had actually lost the new
swimming costume already...
go find it now!
told you to pack your bag yesterday you dont want lah,
see what's happening now?
june you're gonna be late for school..."
yep,
i was able to remember most of what my mother said.
see how awake i was?
wow, sugoii.
they continued the search for the
'missing swimming costume'
and of course,
had a super long conversation
with constant shouting.
my sister just whined,
and i realized how smart she was
when my mother found it in MY cupboard.
-_________________-
guess my mother knows that im awake
and is getting pretty irritated
by the noise of plastic bags and whatnot,
so i said something (i cant remember what) ,
then, "mummy help me on the fan full blast."
(my singlish is damn good okay!)
and yay!
the noise was all gone,
so was the horrible white light.
it should have been 630 by then...
omg i could have slept soundly till ten plus lah!
RAWRRRRRR.
what's with being a virgin gotta do with not wanting to jaywalk?
caven, "im still a virgin! im still a virgin!
im gonna wait for the green man, then cross."
and he grins -_-
fine, so i'll jaywalk on my own.
"so you've done it before?"
and he smiled widely.
OMG I THINK HE'S REALLY SICK IN THE HEAD.
there's no fcuking cars on the road also.
.....grr.
anyway,
he's funny lah. lol.
then the three of us,
shawn, caven and i took neoprints o.o
it's really gay for them to do this!
hahhhhahah,
but they are real sporting :D
uh, i'd a lot of thoughts running wild in my head yesterday night.
and that was probably the reason why i couldnt sleep,
despite the fact that im totally shagged.
it really sounds senseless lah,
but i just have to spit it all out,
PUI:
i've always wanted to get involved in an accident;
be it a road accident,
to get involved in a fight, yada yada yada.
WHY?
cos i wanna experience what's it like to escape from death.
(is that what it's called? dunno.)
i wanna know whether i have a really strong willpower to live on,
i wanna know if im intelligent enough to know what to do,
i wanna know if im physically strong enough to help myself up,
i wanna know i wanna know i wanna know....
would i see the grim reaper then
hit him so hard that he couldnt take my soul with him?
would i see the heavens with angels all around
then say, "sorry, it's not my time to be here yet."
and 'woosh' back down to earth?
if i were a victim in a fight,
would i continue to stand up and fight back
when i know i can never win the fight?
if my friends were there and unconscious (touch wood!),
would i give my all into protecting them
and face all kinds of tough ordeals to save our skins?
or would i jus cower in one corner
and wait for our enemies to torture us till we ran out of life
or even wait for rescue that would never come?
we really cant predict what would happen to us
when we were to be put into
any dangerous situations that one could think of.
evryone would definitely say,
"of course i'd give up everything and save
my friends and loved ones from danger!
i'll NEVER run away from obstacles
but will try my best to overcome it!"
helloooow, easier said than done yea.
scully you're so afraid of death and be the first one to run away,
while the quietest person would be the new hero.
right...
i think i've watched too many cartoons, animes and fictional movies.
but still,
dont you wanna know what YOU have got inside of you,
this source of power sleeping within you
that you dont even know about?
think about it (:
what would happen if i died tomorrow?
my mother might say, "bon voyage my girl.
take care and dont get into trouble in the heavens yea?
and go visit your ahgong as often as you can,
he must be very bored there..."
oh would my father stop gambling
and spend more quality time with the family?
i hope so...
he better do! or i'll haunt him... hehehehe.
then june would be like, "even though i have
someone less to quarrel with all the time,
i think jiejie's really nice to leave all the good stuff for me.
i'll be a good girl from now on
and be filial to mummy and daddy."
o.o
think that sounds more like me -_-
would my friends all cry me a river to send me off?
i dont know.
jus hope that they'll all keep me in their memories forever,
never forget me yea?
who else did i miss out...
nah i dont know.
okay,
im real glad i've let this all out.
anyone with any kind of comments just tag me :D
i know people say im weird and all that but
im not weird,
i jus want to be myself,
to be different (:
dont YOU want to make a difference too?
life's too ordinary,
i want a change sometime (:
music and lyrics is AMAZING.
it's super sweet and romantic
and OMG the songs are FANTASTIC!
lolololol...
i am so gonna get the soundtrack! :D
so i visited her at the cathay today.
didnt know she was so... small. o.o
but she's really cute lah
ahahahah.
and nice, and funky (:
then i went to visit isaac over at heeren.
fun fun fun :D
oh i miss my friends =/
and im supposed to meet prist tomorrow...
we were planning to go parkway to see that ODM watch she bought
and catch a movie after that someplace else.
now cannot liaooooooooo.
RAWR.
HELLO-O! im a part-timer,
not a full-timer!
grrr...
but still,
cant blame them lah,
they're shorthanded.
work more, get more money :D
watching apocalypto now,
it's really gross!
the guy actually ate the wild boar's testicles! EW.
thank god Isaac left his old laptop here! :D
so happy.
hahahah.
finally some entertainment during work.
woo!
it's already ten minutes to one,
and NOT a single person came into this shop!
dont see many people walking past too anyway.
it's a Sunday leh,
singaporeans should wake up earlier and be out-and-about.
dont leave poor souls (like me, ahem)
to rot in their shops and offices. (:
anyways,
i dont get it,
there was SO MANY people getting off and on the train
on my way here.
BUT how come nobody comes around here?!
this shows how many people is living in singapore right now.
i wonder if we would sink into the sea one day
due to our country being too heavy?
hmmmm...
ahh heck.
jus let the government handle this.
kids like me cant do anything bout this anyway. =/
oh how i hate it being so crowded almost everwhere i go...
oh mum just bought a new bag for me from Shanghai.
wahahahahhaha! :P
she just came back this morning,
YAY!
im finally relieved from having to
wake my sister and dad up in the morning
and to do the laundry.
heheheheh.
yea i know im very,
and i mean VERY, lazy.
have been working a lot the past few days,
so please dont expect me to update so soon yea?
hahahaha.
working at five later on,
that explains why i've got time to blog now.
and the freaking spacebar is cranky today,
have to hit it real hard before a real space is typed...
RAWR.
oh yea,
had a dinner-buffet? thing at ying's place on wed night.
so fun!
lol.
most of us were there,
taking up a lot of space in her room
and making a hell lotta noise.
hahahhahaha.
refer to our blog to get a brief idea of
what we did. :D
it's pretty random though,
cos i was the one typing :DDD
i still miss spending lotsa time with them...
like how we were like in school and all.
all of us are moving on to different paths and routes,
so...
will we ever be this close again?
i do hope so (:
and our anniversary is on the day before valentine's,
thirteen february.
do remember guys!
hearts you :D
went to kbox yesterday night.
with
yol, jing, ying, van, prist, est, samuel, sammy,
kelvin, haoyan, gao, clement, siwei, eugene.
lol.
so many people!
fun fun fun funnnnnn. :P
then yol and jing got brownies as cakes
hahahahha, cute lah.
took photos,
sang songs,
got high...
man i love them!
went to Cafe Cartel with caven in the afternoon,
his treat! :D
had sandwiches and all,
nice!
and we caught up with each other,
chat and chat and chat. ;)
rushed down to bedok stadium straight after lunch,
and WOO!
DAMAI'S B DIV GOT EAST ZONES CHAMPION!
lol.
the match was so damn exciting and all....
woo. it was just great. :D
damai was up against tkgs.
we were leading in the first two quarters,
but the tables turned in the next.
luckily the girls managed to catch up
and score the deciding goal in the last 30 seconds!
LOL! it was so damn scary omg.
but, yatah!
we won! woo!
hahahahahahahhahahaha.
lucky i didnt miss it (:
here's wishing them all the best!