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think im a bit weird,
cos i feel cold super easily,
unlike most people?
and when it's pretty warm on the outside for others,
i still can wear my pretty hoodie out
and feel just right.
HAHAHA.
well,
today was fun.
but i fell;
first time wasnt really serious,
and i managed to save our camera.
second time was pretty serious
and i sorta scared my left hand and
left thigh, and also my butt -.-
DAMN SUAY CAN,
cos now sit down also a bit pain.
then then then will get into contact with salt water on sunday,
oh man i hope it wont hurt so much by then already =/
then at home got no antiseptic creamos!
ah well.
still, angie, luffy, issac, amos and i definitely enjoyed today,
for it was damn fun cycling and blading around (:
haha love you guys luh :D
pictures should be coming up soon,
i hope.
after we burn those pictures we took into cds
and have angie upload those from her camera (;
tomorrow gotta move boats to pasir ris
tomorrow gotta get something :D
tomorrow gotta help mother with his tertiary colours!
tomorrow gotta celebrate shihui's birthday (:
(oh man i dont even know whether i can make it or not =/ )
aight ciao,
waiting waiting for prist and weeseng to bring the dc bag back
for my mum.
goodnight world (:
oh and jus to add,
GIDEON IS NICE (:
( okay it was HIS idea to post this,
thick skin bastard.
HAHHAHHAHAHAH )
okay you know i dont mean it :D
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
-
okay a bit slow but yea (:
and lyn commented that my posts are really random,
as in i'll anyhow type stuff and tadah!
a new post is produced.
i know that'd definitely come out from someone as random as me!
anywayyyyy,
WE'RE GOING OUT TOMORROW
OMG I'M SO HAPPY :D
luffy, angie, amos, issac, me, and maybe ronald?
:DDD
they're the LOVE yo. ^^
oh and guess what?
i told sam to post this too,
cos
my team captain is afraid of water,
and thank you thank you! for we're in canoeing.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
i guess it's only temporary though,
cos of the huge impact caused by the RP race that saturday.
sunday's the Ubin race,
man im so scared i could pee in my pants
and cry in my sleeeeep.
okay maybe im exaggerating,
but really,
who wont be afraid/nervous?
we're pretty worried for the guys who'll be rowing in Ks,
cos it's super unstable with all the waves and all,
afraid they'll capsize and "things" would happen.
touch wood yes, but
we can never expect anything to happen, can we?
dont really know what to be blogging about,
as usual -.-
but all i can say for now is that im pretty happy,
for they know already,
and both of us are now happier and glad.
__________ (:
havent blogged in such a long time,
and i realised that so many things had happened
within such little time.
there's so much to share
yet i cant remember and dunno where to start.
hahaha..
had a race jus last saturday,
awesome yes but
it's as if we were trying to fight for last place.
SP and NYP were really tough,
maybe because they have so much more years
of training and experience,
compared to our 8 months of training only.
boo,
there's always a first time to everything though.
hope we'll be better off next year (:
got to know will previously from tp's canoe polo,
and yes he's pretty much older than us haha.
and i realised that singapore is really small
cos apparently he knows gaoxiang too!
haha cool shit.
and well,
was finally able to have supper out with friends on that same saturday.
the nasi lemak at kovan was pretty good :D
and staying out late was cool :D
aight i dunno what to add on already,
just really tired
and tired tired tired...
AYE HOLIDAYS LEI STILL LIKE THAT,
WHALAU EH.
:D
i am happy,
not so,
and moody.
happy cos i am finally DONE WITH 2D art fundamentals,
happy cos i jus watched "devil wears prada"
and thought it was so good it blew me away,
happy cos i can finally sleep more,
train more, and work on d&d more,
happy cos i am gonna watch this show thing at jin's tomorrow,
happy cos i GOT INTO OTC WITH AMOS ISSAC AND ANGIEEEEEEEE :D
and of course many many others (:
happy cos i got myself a new pair of knee height pants,
happy cos it's the holidays i guess.
not so happy cos i didnt think that my painting was very good,
not good enough at least,
not so happy cos i still have to work on d&d yet nothing much is coming outta me,
not so happy cos i'll be missing my friends throughout the hols,
not so happy cos i think i'll be spending more than ever cos it's the hols,
not so happy cos im feeling rather cold?
kinda moody cos i feel useless for i cant think of anything for the d&d thing,
kinda moody cos im rowing pretty slowly today,
or maybe not cos we were rowing with the guys?
kinda moody cos i still feel very useless and hopeless and pathetic...
idk lah,
i dont get why others can manage their time so well
and still manage to have so many bright ideas while i cant.
the look on amos's face this morning seemed to be of disappointment
cos i havent got anything good to show him.
became damn moody after that
and even almost caused even more trouble cos of my moodiness.
okay maybe cos i've been drowning myself in self pity
for i have "so many work to do in so little time",
that's why i got blocked out and nothing good could come out from me.
but i dont know,
i hope i can do well,
i hope i can do better.
i hope for the best now and hope i dont screw this up
or disappoint anybody again.
i hope hoping works,
and of course hard work and effort.
anyways, here's the painting.
not really proud of it,
but i did put in pretty much effort (:
i think:
my orange/blue havaianas are funny, for now there's white on it too!
i'll not do well in tomorrow's jap listening test
if i dont start reading up sooooon.
our japanese skit thing is hilarious.
my final painting wont turn out like what i'd expected.
that i wont have enough sleep again??!
that im too much of a perfectionist.
i miss netball, really!
i have to start self training again after i finish my work this block.
jay's new album is cool, to a certain extent. lol.
im really scared that i cant finish my paintinggggg.
today was fun but kinda tiring,
probably cos of the weather and the long hours out and about.
that the tprawkers are damn rah-rah and enthu!
kenneth should be able to pass his maths test tomorrow. *hopes*
...
i should go sleep soon. xx
updates up soon, i hope.
i just read luffy's post,
and i guess i'm not wasting time,
and haven't at all,
for i fell in love with my heart,
not my eyes.
what about you?
(;
there's nothing else i needa say really,
all is understood (:
-
anyways,
Stardust was awesome.
it's like one of the best,
most humorous,
most intriguing,
most extraordinary,
fictional movies i've ever watched.
and it's almost better than harry potter's.
okay well maybe that's cause
we already know the story,
thus we can predict what's gonna happen.
but Stardust is so much different (:
2 different worlds separated
just by a shoulder high rock wall;
one magical and the other just plain ordinary.
one boy who's curiosity got the better of him,
and whose son later too repeated his dad's actions
and found himself his true love
and everything else
he thought he would/could never be.
witches and warlocks and magic and babylon candles,
kings and princes and grand royal castles,
pirates of the air who're not exactly what you think they are,
enchantments and mystical creatures like unicorns,
a glowing girl who's actually a star, and
a young boy who's actually a courageous young man.
there's more to it really,
but it's better to be watching it
instead of read about it (:
i've never eaten super bad cooking until today.
seriously,
it sucks.
probably cos it's been there the whole day luh,
but still!
the food tasted pretty horrible,
and almost inedible.
i felt bad for not finishing the food,
but it would be like something torturous
if i were to continue consuming it.
omg im not going back there again.
and i have NO IDEA
how they'd managed to survive
in that particular food court.
LOL.
to the world: smile for others and they'll smile back (;
to the friends: smile wider for i'll always be there for you,
and you know i always try my best to (:
to the family: hey i love you guys lah.
though i dont express much, you know i really do.
to the father: please stop this nonsense?
we can handle it, but idk if june can.
you know how naive she is,
and how much she totally relies and looks up to you.
and you'll always be my dad,
dont ever feel ashamed or whatsoever (:
love you dad.
to the mother: you're the Awesome,
and i really appreciate what you've done for the family,
covering up for dad all the time,
teaching me so much,
and brainwashing me to become so independent and all.
love you mum.
to the boy: you're somehow able to read my mind,
so i dont have to say much already right? (:
-
to ashely:
dont think too much about what you were this evening k?
it isnt good, haha.
but still alright to ponder into a bit of it now and then.
so, cheeeeer up yo!
to hakim:
REST MORE DUDE, you need it (:
to amanda:
your sister's cute lah,
and seriously she does look a bit like eugene.
LOL.
to yol:
dont kill me luh k?
i hope that in your dreams,
i took some revival pills,
then could come back alive (;
anways,
how was it like in your dream?
like, how did you kill me? :D
to haq:
i hope tomorrow's photoshoot works out fine (:
ganbatte ne!
to whoever's reading: i'm not feeling down or whatsoever,
jus felt that i had to type that all down,
for that's almost about all the things
that's running around in my head crazily.
and also the last minute thoughts of what to say
before i go to sleep tonight (:
was out having dinner with my family jus hours ago,
we were seated pretty near to the kitchen
and we could actually see the insides and all.
then it got me thinking:
how is it like working in a kitchen?
okay maybe this thought came
cos i'd recently jus watched Ratatouille
and No Reservations,
but even without the influence of them shows,
wouldnt you ever wonder how is it like
to be working in a kitchen,
either a chef or just a garbage boy/girl?
hmmm,
it should be warm and full of all kinds of aroma(s) inside,
with all the noise and sounds of splashing water,
sizzling oil, flipping woks, clanging of the ladle with the huge pots,
waiters shouting orders to the chefs,
plates and bowls and utensils making a huge din,
so on and so forth...
it could be stressful inside,
that's if business is good,
for they have to hasten their cooking and washing
in order to not let the customers wait for too long.
and they also have to ensure that all that
they have cooked and made
is of the same standard and stuff like that
if not fussy customers might complain
about the difference.
what else what else what else...
lemme see.
aack nah idk.
anyways,
i cant cook,
but i do enjoy good food,
i mean, who doesnt? (;
and well,
the meal i had was pretty awesome,
full of taste of all sorts,
and the fragrance from all the dishes
just makes your appetite 'bigger'.
the only thing that i couldnt appreciate
was the dong fen thing,
something like transparent noodles?
lol but all in all,
i am satisfied :D
well now, shoo,
off you go to work again, GO.
have a great night world,
and a very good morning to me =/
paint paint paint...
honestly,
it's really interesting to be mixing paint
to get more colours than you can ever find.
but then the thought of USING UP
loads of paint jus to find that ONE colour
is really making my heart break
slowly and painfully.
paint is freaking expensive, mind you.
so are paintbrushes.
i really dont understand why
artsy fartsy stuff are soooo expensive =/
lol but what to do?
nobody else but me
asked me to pursue this passion of mine (:
washing up yo.
all messed up and wet,
but so? :D
even had paint on my lips!
hahaha :P
school's been pretty fun and entertaining lately.
jap classes are getting more funny,
2D art fund is getting more taxing
with all the assignments
(but of course still interesting enough),
been going to the lounge more often than ever
and well, SU people are really crazy hahaha!
though they always stay in school till late
for idk what reason.
nonetheless, school is fun (:
oh and did i mention that i really miss the usuals? (:
yeap, i miss miss miss the usuals,
hope we can all hang out again soon ^^
and yol!
i'll try to join you for your lecture next week k? :D
aight,
gotta rush for school now.
it's 1120!!
CIAO.