im not supposed to be blogging,
not supposed to be slacking for so long,
not supposed to be doing a lot of things at the moment,
not supposed to be thinking bout so many things too.
haha (:

im supposed to be generating ideas for my current assignment,
supposed to be drawing and sketching more,
supposed to be, i dunno, doing work.
supposed to be doing so many other things,
supposed to be thinking of so many other things.
hahaha (:

i cant explain it,
cant think of the words to describe it,
cant figure it out too.

lol this is dumb,
im not emo or anything,
just... confused and bored,
seriously.

haha ciaos!

msn doesnt let me sign in still.
sad! ):

someone please go out with me or somethingggggg.
i dont wanna rot at home,
or stay home and draw animals
for the spca assignment thing.
boo boring,
well, to a certain extent.

somehow i wished money dropped from the skies.
okay random, lol.

think im selfish;
cant have people to cater
and accommodate to me all the time right?
i dunno.

i dont understand myself still;
why am i like this
and not like that?
why am i always asking questions
which most people have already solved on their own?
why do i always feel that
im all alone and
nobody understands me?

haha weird /:

i wanna go train
and indulge in it
to keep my mind off
all sorts of confusion i have,
w-w-whirling and t-t-twirling.
i wanna stone but nah,
cos i'll jus end up thinking even more
and get more emo o.o

HAHAHAHA /:

i wanna go out still.
and my blog posts are starting
to get more and more senseless,
hmm.
so SHOO if you dont wanna read any.

ciaos!

i blogged on Saturday, August 25, 2007

boo.
msn kept closing on its own,
sadness!
joe doesnt like me maybe?
and it lagged for a bit this afternoon
when i was doing work in illustrator ):
sorry joe.
hm.

anyways,
here's something i took after leaving my aunt's place



of course i edited it a bit.
and boy, do i really need a camera.

Boooooooooo!

i dont wanna rot at hoooooome.
booooooooo =/

all alone at home
cos i dont wanna go to people's park
with mum and grandma.
eh boring lah,
plus my mp3 jus died
and i havent charged it.
sis went to school,
so yay, no disturbance from her.
LOL.

im bored and losing my mind
in this bedroom
filled with sounds of the spinning fan,
the flipping notes stuck to the wall,
my typing on this keyboard,
the noise that the fan in this computer is making,
the shuffling of the curtain,
the sounds that traffic is making
on the main road and in the carpark downstairs,
plus a police car's siren from outside?
and some mild noise coming from the construction works
RIGHT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.

let chrys emo again =/
so ciao.

BOO?

i blogged on Friday, August 24, 2007

i dont know why,
but silence overwhelms me
and sounds and noises disturb me,
and both are killing my insides.
i seem to be able to notice funny sounds,
different people's voices,
music played outta people's headphones,
noises that buses and trains make,
whatever.
and is it me,
or is it that the noises
that trains make underground
getting louder and louder?
and yea,
i notice sounds distinctly,
and it's pretty irritating
though cool at the same time.
*shrugs.

uhm okay i think
im thinking too much recently.

watched hairspray yesterday -
damn nice, seriously!
their songs are great
and full of spirit zomg,
jus awesome lah :D

oh oh and helmy has discharged from sgh!
yay, felt real happy for him.
good thing sam and i visited him jus now,
or we could have missed him there.
all the best to helmy
and hope he gets better
sooner than we can imagine :D

ciao.

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i blogged on Saturday, August 18, 2007

anybody has matchboxes
with plenty of matchsticks?
i wanna stack em up
and start burning them stack by stack,
pyramid by pyramid.
whatever lah.

im kinda down today,
and i dont know why.
so...
fuck it, lol.

apparently the rain dampened my mood too.
followed by the argument with mum
about watching shows on my laptop,
and my asking her if i could
join pristine at the fireworks festival.
she jus came up with a stupid excuse
and made me guilty.
so i jus slammed, 'fine la,
dont go loh!'
then she slammed her door
right after i entered my room
and proceeded with my Prison Break.

i didnt have dinner either;
didnt see a reason why i had too,
and i couldnt care less.

ciaos for now,
hmmm.

YAY!

i blogged on Friday, August 17, 2007

i finished my lantern
for 3D art fundamentals!
wooooooooo,
chrys is so happyyyy.
no pictures though,
i think it's fugly ):
but i think the rest of the class
did a VERY good job, hm.

anyways,
class will end at 12 everyday
from next week onwards,
YAY!
i cant wait to go out almost everyday man :D
was so exhausted for the past week,
it's HIGH TIME we slack around
and have plenty of sleep already!
no more staying in school from
830am till 11pm cos of lanterns
and whatnot :P
right gonna have training later,
then basketball :D
then haircut!
i cant wait hahahahha.

random.

i blogged on Monday, August 13, 2007

im sick! :(
damn.
why cant i fall sick only
after finishing my assignments?
why now? :(
stomach felt cranky yesterday
and today,
had a funny headache yesterday,
almost fell down while
walking towards bras basah,
and yah,
sherwin jus added that
im thinking really slowly today.
i quite agree with him :/
aw man
sometimes getting sick
really sucks.
i hate the funny no-taste taste in my mouth too.
argh.
and i dont even have the strength to motivate
myself to do work,
needless to say,
to motivate my friends too. lol.
blah i dunno what to blog about.

ciaos for now.

drawings! :D

i blogged on Friday, August 10, 2007

right it's high time that
i put up my drawings from last block's
drawing essentials class. (:


yup that's my everlast shoes
which i bought from korea :D


that's my sony mp3 player,
the lime green headphones
and amos's 'Heroes' cd. lol.
i admit that i was kinda crazy
in drawing this out,
cos EVERYTHING reflecteed light o.o
but it was a really cool experience! :D
i likeeeeeee.


that's a potted plant found
in my grandma's place's garden.
haha yea,
all the way there jus to get this done :P


the landscape assignment.
it's near my place,
took the picture of it while on the bus hehe.


and another one,
Capitol Building.
nah i didnt stay under the hot sun to do this,
took a photograph and did it at home.
really interesting cos it aint easy
to get the positionings and angles right.
using the pen is fun
cos you can finish it up much faster
than using pencils wahahahah. :D

i guess that's all for now,
the rest is still with si-y.
oh well. (:

!!!

im bored =/
dont feel like doing anything, seriously.
am here blogging halfway thru doing my wire stuff.
it hurts yer fingers and is super
difficult to control =/

skipped gym training today,
felt pretty bad.
had to do my wire assignment,
also find the pics for richard's assignments,
plus finish up the journal after
printing out the pictures.
oh not forgetting that we have
to mount the pictures for richard too -.-
hopefully can finish up everything
cos we wont be staying over in school already;
ibson said cannot.
either way, it'll still take a long time
to process the approval.
so...
i'll jus be coming to school
at about 9am and leave at 11pm?
woo good luck to chrystal and friends.
also going for training,
lolololololol.

my death is nearing!
!#%&#$^&*
lol jus kidding.
i wouldnt know, would i?

yay i hope we can finish up everything soon
cos i cant wait to slack in the next block! :D
class shall be ending at 12 everyday,
then can slack for a bit
before going for training or whatever :D

i want new brazilianos!
mine snapped lah
what the hell.
can still wear but it aint as steady as before,
awww man.

oh oh gonna have trainings six days a week from now on,
hallelujah chrys shall depart soon
if she cant take it no more.

back to working on wires,
no time to lose!
ciao.

hm.

i blogged on Friday, August 03, 2007

been cutting up boards,

foam boards,

magazines,

and loads of other stuff.

did clay,

made paper,

and jus finished plaster.

using up my pocket faster than ever too.

and jus when i got this month's 240,

my slipper broke -_-

the many things that could happen

in less than two weeks.

school wasnt as tiring as last block's,

i guess.

partly cos peggy's work can all

be done during and after class in school.

richard's assignments were rather...

a waste of money?

i spent 70 odd bucks on boards and mags already =/

oh and including another 20

on materials like spray mount and such.

no wonder they said that design is expensive,

sighs* what to do? lol.

almost fell sick yesterday.

no appetite,

no mood,

nothing.

yea, jus felt nothing.

went home, changed and slept.

felt better but still as sick,

and i felt as if i was having fever

and was sick for many days already.

yup, felt that weak.

today?

so much better (:
can climb stairs faster too!
lol (as if that's a big deal).

i wanna quickly finish up

richard's assignments!

sounds easy

but i cant get any ideas, damn.

oh here's my clay thing,

a crouching dragon?

i guess so.

here's the front,

and here's the back :D