IM BOREDDDDDDDD
BORED BORED BORED BORED.

WHY NOBODY ASK ME OUT ONE WHALAU.

lol :D

bored cos there's no training, LOL
bored cos i was sick ):
bored cos i was stuck at home?
bored cos there was nothing much to do =/
bored cos ...
i dont know lei.
hahaha.

=/

anyways,
i jus asked sam out,
so i should be happier? :D
yay we gonna celebrate her birthday
ONE WEEK EARLY ^^

(:

and and and,
all of a sudden i feel like going overseas,
not malaysia or sentosa,
but somewhere further off
where it's nice and pretty.
jus a sudden thought,
cos it seems like
a lot of friends around me
are all overseas.
having so much fun and exposure..
i dont know,
i feel so alone when so many of my friends
are overseas,
working,
and others schooling.
training sessions always made me happier,
cos there was something for me to do,
and i dont feel so ... empty.
im sick of staying at home,
eating only at meal times
jus to take my medicine,
then jus staring at jo,
and even surfing the net aimlessly,
at times changing the songs played on itunes.
other than that what else can i do?
oh i know,
wash clothes and hang them out.
then stare at them blankly cos i cant iron them
and there's such a huge pile of clothes to be ironed.

*pauses

yea i guess that's enough (: