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what if..
i blogged on Friday, September 14, 2007

i am

thinking,

jus thinking,

and thinking ?

thinking

about things that wont/might not happen

about impossible stuff, well, to me

about fairytales and why they all have such nice endings

about all the good things

about all the bad things

about why the hell im typing this post this way.

about all kinds of 'what-if's.

thinking

is interesting...
to a certain extent.
it's not good for me i know,
cos thinking too much makes me depressed.
but i cant help it (:

what if i died tomorrow?
what if i never woke up from my sleep?
what if i cannot last tomorrow's training and faint?
what if
what if
what if
what if i REALLY COULDNT FIND MY THUMBDRIVE TOMORROW?

shrugs.

but i wont kill myself (:

or will i?