kandi

/update

2008-02-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

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200th post

2008-01-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

lololololol this is like the 200th post,
which shows how seldom i post
and how long my posts usually are.
weehee!

alrighty, supposed to start on typo drawings now,
cos i've had enough of typing and all for marketing, for now.
it's... 12.40am!
haha and i feel like sleeping.

anyways,
school's been pretty good so far,
welllll, i guess.
charlene's quite nice,
like whalau damn hippy for a lecturer.
she speaks fast and is, haha, pretty funny at times.
as for tenghong,
omg slacker.
how i wish he is our lecturer for the whole block and not halfway.
i guess sometimes our school
thinks weird,
or is plain stupid. lol.
but i still love school nonetheless. :D

and im starting to miss rowing?
lol nooooo not hardcore or what.
but i've been like slacking around too much =/
and uh, i think i didnt mention this,
but i capsized 7 times during the race on sunday?
haha.
felt really stupid la,
cos i really didnt know why i havent got enough confident to keep myself dry throughout.
or maybe i wasnt focused enough?
haha idk.
but yea,
the fact is i capsized 7 times and probably got the last,
first time in my whole life.
i swear,
im never gonna make the same mistake again.
haha and not gonna let scary huge winds and waves
hold me down.
weeheee.
i think i really felt down the other day,
but idk,
seeing everyone else so happy made me think that,
haha maybe i can try better next time,
cos there's always a first time for everything (:

alrighty now, back to drawing fonts for typo.
and hope can finish everything real soon :D

/happy birthday amanda/race/clique/random

2008-01-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

haha okay hi.
five more minutes to amanda's birthday,
and another 24 hours to lynette's.
haha and also a few more hours to the marathon race tomorrow.
well, hope it all goes well (:
and may TP emerge to show our pioneer strength!
ahahaha okay sounds funny to have something like that coming out from me,
but yaa,
i really want us to do well.
hahahaha.
OH AND isaiah is going under SP,
haha and i wonder why isnt gaoxiang going too under T or something?
lol oh well.

anyways,
thanks amanda for the great food and all,
haha.
sorry issac and i didnt stay for long
or couldnt stay for long,
but we still wish you happy birthday la (:
haha at least i bet all of them enjoyed themselves/
are enjoying themselves over there at her place (:

OH YAH,
the outing with yol jing and fer was like one of the best.
haha so what if there was only the four of us?
omg the whole night was like madness,
full of laughters and whatnot.
like,
haha i really needed moments like this to perk me up that day.
stuff happened and im not elaborating further,
but ya.
haha and so what if we didnt get any shopping done?
all was great still, weee.
love you guys la.

next block starting like reeeeeeal soon.
jus this monday and we're gonna start on marketing at three,
and tuesday with typo and layout at 9 then marketing again at 3.
hope all's well and nothing gets too boring or tiring.
haha esp when there's DOTC1 next friday and saturday,
plus chinese new year jus around the corner
AND CLOTHES STILL YET TO BE PURCHASED OMG.
I NEED TO SHOP LIKE, BADLYYYY.
lol okay, overreacting, but YAH, MUST SHOP SOON.
REAL REAL SOON.

okay la time to sleep.

/stuffs

2008-01-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

i wanna go shopping,
like, BADLY.
no idea why,
but my cupboard seems full with clothes and all
yet it doesnt feel enough.
CNY's jus around the corner!
and whoa,
damn early this year haha.
ANGPAOS, WAIT FOR ME AH.
and well,
so many things have been happening within the past week,
i seriously dont know how to start.
haha..

but, thanks to giddy for listening and haha,
dont get sick again la.
your opinions and suggestions were jus priceless
and im really trying to make boyfriend and i work out better now.
and omg how shockingly alike lives we lead too.
haha you too dont stress and continue to love her like always.
COS RFL YOU ROCK. (:

and thanks to lyn for offering to help and all that jus now,
and know what?
those hugs were jus what i needed to perk me up for the rest of the day haha.

and to amos and hakim and amanda and ashely and yuting too,
dont stress k?
loves from me to you guys!

oh and sherwin, for listening too haha.
though it was jus for a while,
but at least i could feel better jus for a little while (:
sorry i didnt fill you in earlier though,
but haha, it'd be weird if i were to tell you like that.
well, that's what i think, heh.

and last but not least,
apologies to the boyfriend,
for making you worry so much.
but really,
it's not time for me to give you an answer yet,
and i really cant promise you anything.
i know it's better if we settle this quickly
so that there wont be much for us to fret about anymore.
but, i dont want to have to come out with an answer too quickly
without any further hesitations and considerations,
then regret it at the end of the day.
it's something important that i think would enrich my life,
and maybe both of us would turn out stronger than usual.
we both have our reasons for defending our stands,
but i really want you to try and understand.
i understand your stand in this whole mess,
but i really think that we could still work out fine,
jus a bit crumbly at times.
well i hope all that did make sense,
and please dont start saying stuff like,
"whatever la, you like then go do" or others similar to that.
i'll jus get very crushed.
and you know/have a feeling that if you were to continue
brainwashing me,
i'll still give in to you.
but, i really cant be soft this time,
so please stop your brainwashing,
i might jus explode.
but, i love you still.
and hope you'd get well soon
and be able to get your long-awaited driving license real quick! ^^

im finally done with my cd cover + insert thing.
taipang says can print alr.
so happy,
that's why im blogging now haha.
working on redbull now though,
and sighs,
i dont know how to make it better =/

and i realised that i cant take long naps anytime in the day,
cos i'll feel like im sick when i wake up
and have no appetite and all.
man it sucks.
but, ahh the nap was great nevertheless.
so much so cos im able to work better and more efficiently now,
compared to yesterday night.
haha.

all of a sudden im so nervous for this sunday cos,
i dont know, im afraid i might not be able to sustain well
on that absurdly choppy waters at kallang.
the distance is not a big problem,
but the water is.
hopefully the water would be calm on the race day itself.
hmm.

sometimes some stuff are just too overwhelming to take.
but, we still have to overcome them and survive it all.
maybe that's why people like me think that life actually sucks to a certain extent,
and that life is unfair and whatnot.
i hope we can pull thru this period,
with the exam stress piling up on you
and all the submissions every end-of-the-block for two more months.
oh and also including all the days that we couldnt meet up
for one reason or another.
and dont be sad anymore,
i dont want to have to see the both of us so down and out all the time.
love you dude.

/updates

2008-01-14T19:56:00.000+08:00

to repeat,
hoodies are comfy ^^
dont you think so?

...

anyways,
finally finished with the first assignment for applied illustration,
which seemed to have taken ages for us to complete.
then now he throws us another two to finish at one go??
good thing there's like at least 10 days,
or i bet we'll jus all get crushed,
esp some of my classmates who's got two mods.
all the best to all of us!

and open house was pretty much of a blast,
though we had to be at the reservoir on both thurs and fri
but in the end events were cancelled?
hahahahaha.
it's been pouring a lot these few days,
kinda like it,
but it seems to have dampened my moods a bit.
lol i dont know why.

body #19 was pretty cool yet scary?
haha havent caught a horror film for quite some time already.
but i do know that steph was really funny yesterday when 4 of us went to watch it.
she actually tried to sleep so as not to see the scary parts,
then OMG SHE DROOLED, TAK-GLAM CAN HAHAHA.
but it was really funny.
then we went to sakae to warm ourselves up,
and she puked after choking from laughing at her "new creation".
hahahaha the scene was unforgettable, seriously,
and i dont know how to describe it here.
like how they call it,
her expression and reactions were priceless.
haha.
but thanks for the laughs la, all of you,
hahahaha :D

well, i cant wait for chinese new year,
and the marathon end this month,
to see the look from coach's face when i tell him that
i cant attend two months of weekday training cos of 3-6 classes,
to watch more One Piece and D Gray Man and Bleach,
to finish up all my assignments and get a pretty A :D
to have DESIGN CAMP AND FO LOL.
to finish up d&d stuff and see the pretty productions,
to meet up with usuals again,
to celebrate angfyzac day at sentosa!!
to have fyrtho outing also at sentosa lol.

okay la havent got much to say actually,
that explains why the so-not-often updates.
many things been happening,
some bad some good.
but, yea no elaborations,
im still alive and pretty happy most of the time. (:

/oh well

2008-01-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

i i i realisedddd,
that i cant make it/wont be able to make it
for canoe training next block
and the block after.
well, cant go during weekdays, that is.
why?
cos im like having 3-6 lessons for both blocks.
oh man.
why does my timetable have to suck so much?
but oh well, at least i dont have 6-9 classes,
at least not yet.
haha somebody help me to plan time,
cos i dont want to have to change training sessions
jus cos of my timetable,
and have everyone unable to come.
boohoo.
oh well,
at least i still have saturdays haha.
and, 3 hours free in between during next block,
and the morning during the one after.
lalala i dont think im that hardcore or committed though,
im jus addicted,
but not like those kinda drug addict kind la. lol.

went to great world jus now
and bought some clothes and stuff at dorothy perkins.
and guess what?
4 items for jus 60 bucks.
they were having a sale,
and yay new stuff.
haha.
have got myself a new top,
and one scarf that we're gonna share.
nice blue, i like :D
lol i still wanna shop more though,
BUT I CANT COS THIS MONTH DAMN TIGHT.
lol oh well.

/thoughts

2008-01-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR,
i am so going to fly to Europe and like comb the whole continent,
so here's hoping that all the pretty pretty
architecture and stuff dont all erode away before i can get there.
i am so going to earn huge big bucks so that
not only i can have SUPER good life,
my friends and family too, not forgetting you :D
then then then i can like fly to ANYWHERE i want
for SO LONGGGGG that i get homesick.
i know im dreaming,
BUT EH,
i really really really really want to la.
i mean like,
WHO DOESNT?

boooo,
though i dont wanna grow up so/too fast,
i really really cant wait to see how my future is like.
somebody please build a time-machine please?
i know it's not exactly possible to manipulate the what,
space-time continuum,
but i really really hope it's possible,
haha.

oh and i dreamt that i smoked,
again for the third time.
first was about myself getting a cig outta the box,
but then i changed my mind and placed it back.
probably thought that i didnt wanna waste it yet?
second was about myself having one,
i lit it, putting it into my lips,
then i woke up,
without even feeling how it's like to have the cig at my mouth.
third time, i took the cig out,
lit it like as if i've done it a million times,
placed it into my mouth and sucked in the thick tobacco.
funny that i could actually feel and smell how's it like in a dream.
i could feel the tobacco and nicotine flooding into my mouth,
then i was actually deciding of whether to suck the gas into my lungs.
i think i did in the end,
and i didnt cough,
though i thought i would cos it's my first time,
or okay maybe not cos it's in a dream.
then, it felt okay,
jus like that.
as i've said,
it felt as though i'd done it a million times.
i dont know why i keep getting these kinda things,
also not as if i hang out with smoking friends everyday 24/7.
rawr nevermind.

well, sometimes i think i fantasize too much,
oh well.

yay to 2008

2008-01-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

a new year, a new start.

2007's been pretty fruitful:
got to know a HELL LOT OF NEW PEOPLE,
got to know how it's like being a designer/design student,
got to know you,
got to know how to canoe, haha,
got to know so many things that i cant name them all
and now what they are exactly.

for another year to whiz pass like that is quite normal right?
haha so i dont really have to explain and say how it's like again.

well, havent got my new year resolutions thought out yet,
but i do wish everyone well
and the new year to be great and awesome as ever.
ups and downs do occur,
but we'll all definitely pull through every
super hard and tedious problem
we come across.

i wish i could make you feel so special that you wanted me to stop.

i love you guys,
and you of course.
hahaha.

once again,
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL (:

oh yea btw,
thanks SHEP for organising such a great parteeee,
hahahaha (:
was great fun to have a countdown with soooooo manyyyy peopleeeee!
first time eh, really.
will definitely miss all the enjoyable days
i've had with all of you
SU people/design people/canoe people/USUALS/kaistorians/fyrtho-ians
really really.

and many sorrys cos i didnt manage to get presents for anybody at all.
i know it sucks for me to be like that,
but i should have put in more effort to at least prepare some cards.
im sorry guys.
but, i love you all still (:
and im glad to have been able to hang out with you guys
cos you've all made my 2007
SUPER FUN AND ENJOYABLE.
loves (:

HELLO

2007-12-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

okay well, maybe it's time to blog.

sometimes i want to move on,
and im unsure whether i should go for more,
or just get stuck here and be happy with what i have right now.
sometimes i just want to get to know you more,
and be more understanding and thoughtful,
but i guess im jus not hardworking enough for you.
sometimes i guess im asking for too much,
and not giving back enough.

lol okay idk what im typing.

ah anyways,
christmas was cool.
okay not only christmas,
but the whole week,
from christmas eve to like...
yesterday?
was pretty fruitful.
cos,
much time was spent with different groups of friends,
like my PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATES!
my teammates during/before/after training,
and haha, SU people or a while here and there,
and my family (:
i mean, it's been some time since i last saw my cousins and aunts and uncles??
hahhahaha.
later's new year's eve,
and im gonna go out with my camp friends,
and actually, i cant wait (:

i think im screwed sometimes,
or maybe most of the time.
i hate it la.
but maybe a lot of people out there are also facing the same problem?
i dunno. haha fuck that.

lol im still screwed.

/OTC/chalet/june's bday/CRAZY LA

2007-12-23T12:59:00.001+08:00

OTC WAS COOL/AWESOME/CRAZY/YAKUUU
/A BLASTTTT/GREAT/HILARIOUS/ETC!
CHALET WAS UTMOST FUN HAHA.

was in FYRTHO,
which actually meant "horror" in the theme Movies.
so yah,
which actually made some of our cheers and responses
"scary" yet hilarious.
like:
SILENCE! I KILL YOU!

NYAHAHAHA.

ANYWAYS,
tyco got BGL???!
like giddy, and ronald, and xavier, and nicholas.
lol RONALD LIKE DAMN POWER,
BEST FRESHIE AND GL. LOL.
well,
damn shocked, and surprised,
and i think i was quite funny on stage cos i didnt know what to say,
HAHAHAHA.
but FYRTHO,
I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS OMG,
AND YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS UNTIL ALL GOT HOLES LIAO.
LOLOLOOLOLOL.

jus to add,
some of us thought that it was somehow like a diet camp
cos there was insufficient food at times and haha,
we ran around school
almost all the time,
playing games and such.
hahahah!
but all was cool la,
haha oh man i cant wait to hang out with FYRTHONS again,
be it during outings or FOW/C!
hahaha YAY.

FYRTHO AHMPIRE GAHTHER!
THE KANG THE KANG THE KANG MUST KAM.

LOLOLOLOLOL.

chalet was cool too,
though i didnt manage to catch up with sleep
since after the camp haha.
slept for like three to four hours only?
like on and off haha.
THEN KENA TAOPOK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,
WHALAU EH.
but hahaha damn funny.
talked a lot,
as in stuff that all of us actually missed out in
everyone else's lives.
been such a long time!

haha and escape was fun too,
though some of us almost puked cos
we played with empty stomachs :P

had to leave early after that,
to get june's cake and also go celebrate her birthday,
went to cafe cartel in the end,
cos aston's was packed almost to the max LOL.
all was quite alright i guess,
jus that i was falling asleep almost everywhere i go to
or was at,
like at the bus stop where i was waiting for natasha.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
everyone was staring!
or so i thought,
but YA OMG SO EMBARRASSING.

oh ya oh ya,
i actually missed training! o.o
haha cos i couldnt go for like one week?
almost died yesterday morning/afternoon,
where i had to row with the group of guys
whom i could NEVER catch up with.
EH I GIRL LEI WHALAU.
then they draft and i cant cos nobody to draft with -.-
jus hope next week's wont be so bad =]

well, i guess that's about all that had happened this past week?
hahaha it's damn packed yes i know,
depriving me of sleep.
but oh man im seriously enjoying the hols like crazy.
and christmas is coming too!
yay more events coming up,
not happening i should say,
but enough to entertain me :D

/today/yesterday :D

2007-12-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS A BOMB :D
taboo and that animal game thing
was DAMN FUN.
shopping was AWESOME too!
hahaha we spent an hour in Cotton On
and had amos complaining
the whole time. lol.
then some of them shopped for havaianas,
while i got damn sian cos bew brazilianos came out -.-
AAAARGH.

yesterday was great too!
met up with usuals for dinner,
hahaaha cos i was damn bored :P
and sorry to xiaoru,
who left for Taiwan today,
cos she had to leave early,
and was supposed to have dinner with us
but couldnt cos the guys turned up late -.-
but ahhh, all was well,
and Swensons was pretty good haha.

aight time to sleep,
haha loves (:

2007-12-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

OTC is almost here and i cant wait,
our Usuals' chalet too :D
and so is christmas and the new year,
which means there would be FIREWORKS :D

d.gray man is cool,
so is samurai champloo :D

went to town with a friend yesterday,
and had two meals
within what, four hours?!
and shopped around.
bought a blue striped shirt at Topman,
thought that it was cute
and suddenly had the urge to spend some money HAHA.
it's been so long since i last shopped!
saw a sweater from Gap too,
but it was too big =/
saw a few other stuff too
but too ex ah.
either that or i know that i dont suit them.
niahahaha
what to do but remain as fussy? :P

/tv coming today-NOT

2007-12-11T17:31:00.000+08:00

i am pissed.
title says a lot lah,
im not gonna elaborate further
or i might jus explode again.

but today's viv's birthday,
shall not be so angry later (:
gonna go meet them now.

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filvajdnfbioasbegoejbfnivsdnfvdnsfiounmi
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actually that's not quite enough,
but ahhh fuck it.

that's all.

/usuals/SU/TEEVEEE!

2007-12-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

lol i finally posted something new yet random onto our old blog.
yes, this is for the
USUALS (:

anyways,
today was damn fun.
hahaha
it's been a pretty long time since i last
laughed till my stomach ached.
so many things happened,
that i dunno how to describe and elaborate
every one of them lolololol.
i gotta agree with amos that SU people rocks haha.
they like super ons all the time,
and boy,
you're actually somehow guaranteed a helluva time with them
most nights haha.

oh and i thought that the
channel 8's nine pm drama series
was pretty interesting yet cliche.
lol and yea, tonight was the last of the series already.
first the Nelson guy tries to cut off his hand like from Prison Break
jus to not let the police get him,
and like teabag,
he cant seem to die/get rid off.
hahahaha.
then i think the Xiangyi guy,
became blind,
then lol became the next ChenWeiLian.
hahahaha quite stupid and really drama lah.
then the mother of the Haiming-ge
was crying so badly,
until a bit too extreme/kua zhang.
lolololol.
but okay, she acted quite well haha.
oh and she cried cos her only son
might become a vegetable,
so she like damn depressed and blamed her
future-daughter-in-law.
then that future daughter-in-law went to marry Haiming
when he's still in coma.
then he's eyes rolled within the eyelids
and he teared while in coma.
i bet it's jus eyedrops again haha.

and we thought that mark lee's home furnishing idea
SUCKED A GREAT DEAL
compared to bryan wong's
in the show Home Deco or something like that.
but OMGWTFBBQ he actually won
cos he's design went accordingly to the theme.
WHALAU,
the few of us sitting in front of the tv
eating soggy fries and cold burgers almost fainted.
hahahaha hakim even commented
that the IAD students would definitely kill mark lee
for coming up with something so disastrous.

lol dunno why i cant think of anything else to blog about,
but ahhh heck,
tv stuff is good enough
cos i dont really watch tv, lol seriously.
aight, gotta go sleep now.
it's freaking 0130AM.
hahahahah!

/yesterday/today

2007-12-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

my memory's really getting worse.
i realised jus now that,
if i dont blog,
i'll soon start to forget what happened yesterday,
what i did yesterday,
and who i met yesterday.
well not only yesterday,
but also the previous few days.

anyways,
WENT OUT WITH SEXYSAM YESTERDAY AFTERNOON.
swensens came first,
while we played with jo,
had creamy chicken baked rice
plus their HOT APPLE CRUMBLE! :D
then city hall,
where we saw a friend of hers who dropped
one side of her birkenstocks into the gap between the platform and the train
at city hall MRT station.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
i bet it was a terribly embarrassing scene,
to walk around with only one shoe/slipper.
then starbucks,
where she got a free drink at FOUR from her friend
working over there,
hahahaha.
it sure was cool.
then far east square,
where sam got her shiny shiny rubber bands
and i got my black shoelaces.
hahaha and we came across a lot of japanese
girls over there.
one even scolded (well or maybe they were kidding)
another "baka"
which sorta meant idiot? haha.
then we went our separate ways;
sam back home to study for her term tests
and me back to school for d&d (:

here's photos!

green teeth is funny, HAHA.

and the normal one is sweet (:

anyways..
had a pretty good time at the lounge last night.
learnt some new stuff and all,
but we ended up leaving very late.
and mum and the rest came back yesterday night,
so we had supper/dinner at central.
june came back this afternoon,
haha and bought us little gifts.
awww (:

OH and the few of us went to Aston's just now.
oh man their dishes sure are good!
haha and damien, steph, jin and i had a really good time over there,
joking and enjoying our food the whole time :D

also hung out with yol, ying and xiaoru
for a while,
at the sports complex and the library.
interesting things happen when you're around them ^^
like when we were actually nagging at xiaoru to study more
and not skip anymore lectures.
and when yol's friend showed us
the extremely cool and OLD mobile phone. HAHA.
then there's also when ying was playing this damn funny
yet cool trial game.
it was supposed to be only for an hour,
but the one hour seemed to never come? lol.
then cockroach at the toilet was the SHIT,
but the rest was alright.
I SWEAR,
IT'S DAMN GROSS TO HAVE A COCKROACH
CRAWL OVER YOUR FEET ALL OF A SUDDEN
WHEN YOU REALLY REALLY REALLY LOATHE THEM
AND FIND THEM INTOLERABLE.

boo,
training tomorrow at EIGHT!
and it's twelve plus already!
haha nights world (:

/bored/lol?

2007-12-05T10:16:00.000+08:00

IM BOREDDDDDDDD
BORED BORED BORED BORED.

WHY NOBODY ASK ME OUT ONE WHALAU.

lol :D

bored cos there's no training, LOL
bored cos i was sick ):
bored cos i was stuck at home?
bored cos there was nothing much to do =/
bored cos ...
i dont know lei.
hahaha.

=/

anyways,
i jus asked sam out,
so i should be happier? :D
yay we gonna celebrate her birthday
ONE WEEK EARLY ^^

(:

and and and,
all of a sudden i feel like going overseas,
not malaysia or sentosa,
but somewhere further off
where it's nice and pretty.
jus a sudden thought,
cos it seems like
a lot of friends around me
are all overseas.
having so much fun and exposure..
i dont know,
i feel so alone when so many of my friends
are overseas,
working,
and others schooling.
training sessions always made me happier,
cos there was something for me to do,
and i dont feel so ... empty.
im sick of staying at home,
eating only at meal times
jus to take my medicine,
then jus staring at jo,
and even surfing the net aimlessly,
at times changing the songs played on itunes.
other than that what else can i do?
oh i know,
wash clothes and hang them out.
then stare at them blankly cos i cant iron them
and there's such a huge pile of clothes to be ironed.

*pauses

yea i guess that's enough (:

/disapointment/SHIHUI/peeks :D

2007-12-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

boo =/
didnt complete the race,
and was actually pretty prepared to suffer under the hot sun
in the wide and salty sea.
stupid waves started coming at us over at Chek Jawa,
and most boats just capsized over there,
as quoted from someone (i forgot who),
"it's like a capsize cemetery!"
everyone was trying to rescue each other,
and the safety officers were SUPER busy,
as if got rush hour at a restaurant and they were the waiters.
coach and chenyang sank in their K2,
and still continued to row until the water was at their necks.
sounds pretty crazy,
cos HOW THE HELL DO THEY ROW THAT WAY??!
everyone wants to know,
i bet you too want to know how they do it (;
coach then ordered us to abandon the race,
for we'll never be able to cross the Chek Jawa bend quickly and smoothly.
i am so jealous of all those in Ts and T2s and idk,
the super fast Ks who were able to cross that portion before the huge waves came.
i'd so wanted to finish accomplish that distance!
and i heard that the scenery over at the other side is pretty nice =/

ANYWAYS,
it's time for some/more rest now,
for we've had a long day+week+weeks?
i cant wait to start training with my teammates again,
after their exams of course.
here's wishing them
ALL THE BEST GUYS (:

oh oh shihui's birthday celebration was pretty much of a blast :D
had steamboat over at some cheena restaurant in geylang,
and their spicy is really SUPER SPICY OMG.
even sherwin's face turned red and had his lips a bit swollen.
so did vivien's, and mine.
LOL.
really quite shiok,
but might cause us to lose our voices if we do not take care.
oh well, fun what :D
took photos,
ate,
took more photos,
and had pure chocolate cake!
haha cool shit,
and it was really great hanging out with them again (:

OH OH,
here's some pictures kop-ed from angie's blog :D

though luffy was not inside the photos,
he DID come and hahaha boy oh boy
did we have a great time there :D
LOVES!

aight i feel like puking.
ciao :S

/outing/pain/tomorrow

2007-11-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

think im a bit weird,
cos i feel cold super easily,
unlike most people?
and when it's pretty warm on the outside for others,
i still can wear my pretty hoodie out
and feel just right.
HAHAHA.

well,
today was fun.
but i fell;
first time wasnt really serious,
and i managed to save our camera.
second time was pretty serious
and i sorta scared my left hand and
left thigh, and also my butt -.-
DAMN SUAY CAN,
cos now sit down also a bit pain.
then then then will get into contact with salt water on sunday,
oh man i hope it wont hurt so much by then already =/
then at home got no antiseptic creamos!
ah well.

still, angie, luffy, issac, amos and i definitely enjoyed today,
for it was damn fun cycling and blading around (:
haha love you guys luh :D
pictures should be coming up soon,
i hope.
after we burn those pictures we took into cds
and have angie upload those from her camera (;

tomorrow gotta move boats to pasir ris
tomorrow gotta get something :D
tomorrow gotta help mother with his tertiary colours!
tomorrow gotta celebrate shihui's birthday (:
(oh man i dont even know whether i can make it or not =/ )

aight ciao,
waiting waiting for prist and weeseng to bring the dc bag back
for my mum.
goodnight world (:

oh and jus to add,
GIDEON IS NICE (:
( okay it was HIS idea to post this,
thick skin bastard.
HAHHAHHAHAHAH )
okay you know i dont mean it :D

random/excited/nervous/afraid

2007-11-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

-

okay a bit slow but yea (:

and lyn commented that my posts are really random,
as in i'll anyhow type stuff and tadah!
a new post is produced.
i know that'd definitely come out from someone as random as me!

anywayyyyy,
WE'RE GOING OUT TOMORROW
OMG I'M SO HAPPY :D
luffy, angie, amos, issac, me, and maybe ronald?
:DDD
they're the LOVE yo. ^^

oh and guess what?
i told sam to post this too,
cos
my team captain is afraid of water,
and thank you thank you! for we're in canoeing.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
i guess it's only temporary though,
cos of the huge impact caused by the RP race that saturday.

sunday's the Ubin race,
man im so scared i could pee in my pants
and cry in my sleeeeep.
okay maybe im exaggerating,
but really,
who wont be afraid/nervous?
we're pretty worried for the guys who'll be rowing in Ks,
cos it's super unstable with all the waves and all,
afraid they'll capsize and "things" would happen.
touch wood yes, but
we can never expect anything to happen, can we?

dont really know what to be blogging about,
as usual -.-
but all i can say for now is that im pretty happy,
for they know already,
and both of us are now happier and glad.
__________ (:

/nuts?

2007-11-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in such a long time,
and i realised that so many things had happened
within such little time.
there's so much to share
yet i cant remember and dunno where to start.
hahaha..

had a race jus last saturday,
awesome yes but
it's as if we were trying to fight for last place.
SP and NYP were really tough,
maybe because they have so much more years
of training and experience,
compared to our 8 months of training only.
boo,
there's always a first time to everything though.
hope we'll be better off next year (:

got to know will previously from tp's canoe polo,
and yes he's pretty much older than us haha.
and i realised that singapore is really small
cos apparently he knows gaoxiang too!
haha cool shit.

and well,
was finally able to have supper out with friends on that same saturday.
the nasi lemak at kovan was pretty good :D
and staying out late was cool :D

aight i dunno what to add on already,
just really tired
and tired tired tired...
AYE HOLIDAYS LEI STILL LIKE THAT,
WHALAU EH.

:D

work work work/painting

2007-11-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

i am happy,
not so,
and moody.

happy cos i am finally DONE WITH 2D art fundamentals,
happy cos i jus watched "devil wears prada"
and thought it was so good it blew me away,
happy cos i can finally sleep more,
train more, and work on d&d more,
happy cos i am gonna watch this show thing at jin's tomorrow,
happy cos i GOT INTO OTC WITH AMOS ISSAC AND ANGIEEEEEEEE :D
and of course many many others (:
happy cos i got myself a new pair of knee height pants,
happy cos it's the holidays i guess.

not so happy cos i didnt think that my painting was very good,
not good enough at least,
not so happy cos i still have to work on d&d yet nothing much is coming outta me,
not so happy cos i'll be missing my friends throughout the hols,
not so happy cos i think i'll be spending more than ever cos it's the hols,
not so happy cos im feeling rather cold?

kinda moody cos i feel useless for i cant think of anything for the d&d thing,
kinda moody cos im rowing pretty slowly today,
or maybe not cos we were rowing with the guys?
kinda moody cos i still feel very useless and hopeless and pathetic...

idk lah,
i dont get why others can manage their time so well
and still manage to have so many bright ideas while i cant.
the look on amos's face this morning seemed to be of disappointment
cos i havent got anything good to show him.
became damn moody after that
and even almost caused even more trouble cos of my moodiness.
okay maybe cos i've been drowning myself in self pity
for i have "so many work to do in so little time",
that's why i got blocked out and nothing good could come out from me.
but i dont know,
i hope i can do well,
i hope i can do better.
i hope for the best now and hope i dont screw this up
or disappoint anybody again.

i hope hoping works,
and of course hard work and effort.

anyways, here's the painting.
not really proud of it,
but i did put in pretty much effort (:

booya!

2007-11-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

i think:

my orange/blue havaianas are funny, for now there's white on it too!
i'll not do well in tomorrow's jap listening test
if i dont start reading up sooooon.
our japanese skit thing is hilarious.
my final painting wont turn out like what i'd expected.
that i wont have enough sleep again??!
that im too much of a perfectionist.
i miss netball, really!
i have to start self training again after i finish my work this block.
jay's new album is cool, to a certain extent. lol.
im really scared that i cant finish my paintinggggg.
today was fun but kinda tiring,
probably cos of the weather and the long hours out and about.
that the tprawkers are damn rah-rah and enthu!
kenneth should be able to pass his maths test tomorrow. *hopes*
...
i should go sleep soon. xx

updates up soon, i hope.

love/Stardust

2007-11-12T22:50:00.001+08:00

i just read luffy's post,
and i guess i'm not wasting time,
and haven't at all,
for i fell in love with my heart,
not my eyes.

what about you?
(;

there's nothing else i needa say really,
all is understood (:
-

anyways,
Stardust was awesome.
it's like one of the best,
most humorous,
most intriguing,
most extraordinary,
fictional movies i've ever watched.
and it's almost better than harry potter's.
okay well maybe that's cause
we already know the story,
thus we can predict what's gonna happen.
but Stardust is so much different (:

2 different worlds separated
just by a shoulder high rock wall;
one magical and the other just plain ordinary.
one boy who's curiosity got the better of him,
and whose son later too repeated his dad's actions
and found himself his true love
and everything else
he thought he would/could never be.
witches and warlocks and magic and babylon candles,
kings and princes and grand royal castles,
pirates of the air who're not exactly what you think they are,
enchantments and mystical creatures like unicorns,
a glowing girl who's actually a star, and
a young boy who's actually a courageous young man.
there's more to it really,
but it's better to be watching it
instead of read about it (:

UGH

2007-11-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

i've never eaten super bad cooking until today.
seriously,
it sucks.
probably cos it's been there the whole day luh,
but still!
the food tasted pretty horrible,
and almost inedible.
i felt bad for not finishing the food,
but it would be like something torturous
if i were to continue consuming it.
omg im not going back there again.
and i have NO IDEA
how they'd managed to survive
in that particular food court.
LOL.

thoughts/

2007-11-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

to the world: smile for others and they'll smile back (;

to the friends: smile wider for i'll always be there for you,
and you know i always try my best to (:

to the family: hey i love you guys lah.
though i dont express much, you know i really do.

to the father: please stop this nonsense?
we can handle it, but idk if june can.
you know how naive she is,
and how much she totally relies and looks up to you.
and you'll always be my dad,
dont ever feel ashamed or whatsoever (:
love you dad.

to the mother: you're the Awesome,
and i really appreciate what you've done for the family,
covering up for dad all the time,
teaching me so much,
and brainwashing me to become so independent and all.
love you mum.

to the boy: you're somehow able to read my mind,
so i dont have to say much already right? (:

-

to ashely:
dont think too much about what you were this evening k?
it isnt good, haha.
but still alright to ponder into a bit of it now and then.
so, cheeeeer up yo!

to hakim:
REST MORE DUDE, you need it (:

to amanda:
your sister's cute lah,
and seriously she does look a bit like eugene.
LOL.

to yol:
dont kill me luh k?
i hope that in your dreams,
i took some revival pills,
then could come back alive (;
anways,
how was it like in your dream?
like, how did you kill me? :D

to haq:
i hope tomorrow's photoshoot works out fine (:
ganbatte ne!

to whoever's reading: i'm not feeling down or whatsoever,
jus felt that i had to type that all down,
for that's almost about all the things
that's running around in my head crazily.
and also the last minute thoughts of what to say
before i go to sleep tonight (:

food/kitchen/whatever

2007-11-05T01:23:00.000+08:00

was out having dinner with my family jus hours ago,
we were seated pretty near to the kitchen
and we could actually see the insides and all.

then it got me thinking:
how is it like working in a kitchen?
okay maybe this thought came
cos i'd recently jus watched Ratatouille
and No Reservations,
but even without the influence of them shows,
wouldnt you ever wonder how is it like
to be working in a kitchen,
either a chef or just a garbage boy/girl?

hmmm,
it should be warm and full of all kinds of aroma(s) inside,
with all the noise and sounds of splashing water,
sizzling oil, flipping woks, clanging of the ladle with the huge pots,
waiters shouting orders to the chefs,
plates and bowls and utensils making a huge din,
so on and so forth...

it could be stressful inside,
that's if business is good,
for they have to hasten their cooking and washing
in order to not let the customers wait for too long.
and they also have to ensure that all that
they have cooked and made
is of the same standard and stuff like that
if not fussy customers might complain
about the difference.

what else what else what else...
lemme see.
aack nah idk.

anyways,
i cant cook,
but i do enjoy good food,
i mean, who doesnt? (;
and well,
the meal i had was pretty awesome,
full of taste of all sorts,
and the fragrance from all the dishes
just makes your appetite 'bigger'.
the only thing that i couldnt appreciate
was the dong fen thing,
something like transparent noodles?
lol but all in all,
i am satisfied :D

well now, shoo,
off you go to work again, GO.
have a great night world,
and a very good morning to me =/

i love

2007-11-02T11:02:00.000+08:00

paint paint paint...
honestly,
it's really interesting to be mixing paint
to get more colours than you can ever find.
but then the thought of USING UP
loads of paint jus to find that ONE colour
is really making my heart break
slowly and painfully.
paint is freaking expensive, mind you.
so are paintbrushes.
i really dont understand why
artsy fartsy stuff are soooo expensive =/
lol but what to do?
nobody else but me
asked me to pursue this passion of mine (:

washing up yo.
all messed up and wet,
but so? :D
even had paint on my lips!
hahaha :P

school's been pretty fun and entertaining lately.
jap classes are getting more funny,
2D art fund is getting more taxing
with all the assignments
(but of course still interesting enough),
been going to the lounge more often than ever
and well, SU people are really crazy hahaha!
though they always stay in school till late
for idk what reason.
nonetheless, school is fun (:

oh and did i mention that i really miss the usuals? (:
yeap, i miss miss miss the usuals,
hope we can all hang out again soon ^^
and yol!
i'll try to join you for your lecture next week k? :D

aight,
gotta rush for school now.
it's 1120!!
CIAO.

random, really

2007-10-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder,
and at most times wonder too much.
what will ever happen to all of us when we're older?
will we ever get bored with what we're doing?
will we ever get bored of each other's company?
or would we ever idk,
remember the things that were lost in time
and reminisce about them all over again?
hahaha.

sometimes i want to be super:
whoa-whoa-awesome,
always nice,
always exceeding expectations,
always pushing the limits,
and always so able with everything
(and of course whatever super things you can think of).
but i know it can never be possible.
why?
cos im only human,
yes just like you and you and YOU.
hahaha.

... ... ?

i realised that we've all got many things to think about,
maybe not all the time for that'll drive us nuts,
but yeah,
there's just so many issues to ponder about,
to think and evaluate out.
don't you think?

.. guess im wishing my life away,
these things i'll never say...

25/10/07, the day!

2007-10-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

a black NUM jacket,
a box of colour pencils,
a handmade Oreo cheesecake,
an organiser from Prints,
a handmade card filled with SO MUCh love,
plenty of greetings thru sms-es,
through msn convos,
and even friendster comments
and blog tags...
oh man, what more can i ask for? :D
i love you guys to bits!

many thanks to the canoeists,
esp SAM,
who took time off to make the huge card :D
and also you who made the huge cheesecake ^^
( i cant finish it really, help! lol )
and MUMMY for bringing me to Wild Rocket
for an awesome dinner! :DDD
and to the rest out there who remembered?
haha i'll remember you guys' ones too (;

angie angie angie please go to OTC interview!
andrea andrea andrea too!

(:

2007-10-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

okay,
im supposed to be happy
and i will be (:
loves (:

happy birthday in advance to MARK from tp's MOI
and also yeeping too! ^^

uninteresting;

2007-10-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

so many things going on,
so little time to spare to tend to every issue,
so limited amount of energy to spare for entertainment,
so unnoticeable a smile to smile all the troubles away everyday,
so want to lay down and rest without worry
but no, i cant do it,
for that wouldn't be me anymore.
i care and sometimes care too much,
listen and comfort a bit too much,
such that sometimes people think
that i don't have,
or maybe would never have troubles,
of my own,
cos i can solve all kinds of problems
just like that
and can tolerate with everything
till idk, the end of my time on Earth maybe.
i dont blame anybody or what,
faults all lie in me myself and i,
and im just thinking and thinking about it.
is it wrong to care and be concerned too much,
and being able to give chances to those around me?
i don't get backstabbed nor betrayed,
well maybe i did get them,
jus that i didn't know or didn't really bother
and still managed to give the culprit(s) chances.
but i always experience people around me getting hit by them,
then getting hurt ever-so-badly.
i wanna help,
but i withdraw cos i don't know how,
and i'll feel damn down cos they are down too,
cant anyone see?

i don't wanna be mean,
i don't like it.
though sometimes i am,
i don't really mean them.

maybe im jus drowning myself in self-pity,
but idk.
so someone jus come and enlighten me,
and try being me for once?
im probably jus ranting here,
trying to calm down then go sleep.
haha jus hope that everything goes fine.
and now im thinking,
what if i go MIA for a while?
will people start to get worried and all
cos they cant find someone to let out their problems to?
will people start to look for me high and low
cos they really needed me?
idk, i really don't know.

im thinking randomly now i know,
and maybe this post shouldn't even be posted
for there's no need for people to know how im feeling at all,
cos it's not interesting
and might not even be important at all.
well, again,
i might be pitying myself or whatnot (:

goodnight all.
and yea,
it's ANDREA'S BIRTHDAY (:
happy birthday babe (:

and uhm, not damai andrea, but TP's MOI's andrea (;

GAW I HATE LOONYS SOMETIMES

2007-10-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

some freaking woman tried
to sweep my face using her broom jus now.
kns made me so pissed off,
but cos i was on the phone with my mum,
i couldnt spill out all that i had
at that moment.

it was like wtf?
you wanna ask me what time that
cake shop closes
then ask nicely lah,
it's not as if i dont wanna tell you or what.
some more i told you idk alr,
still use the broom to point and point
and try to hit my face.
cb, dirty you know,
no sense of hygiene is it?
dwinrgoainglksmfvpsng

and though i hate them,
i really pity them sometimes
cos it isnt what they'd wanted nor asked for.
but, TOO BAD for this woman who jus swept me,
i shall not pity her AT ALL.
whoever asked you to make me dirty?
*grins widely.

haha k, i ranted enough ^^

sigh?

2007-10-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

three seven seven A: to keep or not to keep?
idk, do we kids even have a say in this?
i doubt the gahmen would even take a few minutes off
to check out that particular website
to see how many people actually took time off to sign the petition
to get rid of that ancient law.
honestly,
i want them to get rid of it,
cos i just dont want friends around me
to get thrown into jail for no reason...
yet thinking about it rationally
and practically,
i want them to keep it.
it's jus so difficult to decide
and it'll definitely be a no-end argument.
aww man.

anyway,
school's out for one week,
thought i'll still be in school
almost everyday
for training and such.
booooo.

and, something's happening but idk what is?

HA

2007-10-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

WEEEHEEEE.
we finished our PComD project like finally!
and and and we're gonna have a one week break
cos we finished our 15 sessions earlier ^^
well, okay maybe not for all of us :P
and im taking jap for CDS?
hahahaha!
cool cool,
and am gonna be in the same class as some of my friends again yo (:
cant wait for 2d art fund too,
cos we can start drawing like mad again weeee :D

and i realised that the library is a really good place to sleep in.
with airconditioning,
and it's so quiet with nobody to disturb you,
plus at some levels there's couches and sofas for us.
who'd ever resist this temptation? :D

yol named her paddle Dick,
sam's Tom,
so mine should be Jerry or Harry?
haha JERRY DUH.
you can never imagine how much fun
you'll be having with them ^^

and so now i have my paddle named Jerry,
and my beloved mac named Johan.
haha coolness, 私は好む!

apparently idk what to do right now,
my mind's like blank =/

void

2007-10-16T18:59:00.001+08:00

i wonder how is it like being deaf sometimes
(no offense to those who're audibly handicapped)...

the other day i was jus listening to some songs
playing from jinmin's phone,
and i tried to play it as loud as my ears could take
and making sure that i couldnt hear a thing
coming from the environment i was in.
what happened right immediately was so cool that
idk how to explain it.
i mean,
imagine looking at people laughing around you,
talking around you,
and stuff like that
and yet you cant hear a thing from them.
i thought that it was kind of amusing
and started smiling to myself.
and when nobody noticed at all
(apparently they were busy laughing among themselves,
and idk why since i cant hear anything),
i realized how it is like to have nobody around you,
no sounds/noises around you,
nothing around you.
i was drained of all emotions in that instance,
feeling sad and jus so lonely.
keeping a smile on my face was an easy task though,
so nobody knew if anything happened to me, HA (:

so yea,
what if i just became deaf all of a sudden
for no rhyme or reason?

^^

cant find the words to describe how much i feel for you
cos you make me feel ever so real (:

fear, hope

2007-10-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

im scared,
afraid,
unprepared maybe,
unsure,
unconfident,
pessimistic,
very very... afraid.

new assignments coming up to blow my mind,
shirt designs to do for pcomd
which is draining my brain juices very quickly,
canoeing training to keep up with,
more school work to keep me busy with...

im scared that i wont be good enough,
afraid that i cant cope with all that,
probably psycho-ed by my mind
to believe that im unprepared just cos im 17,
unsure cos it's all so new to me,
unconfident cos idk how strong i really am against so many others,
pessimistic for im thinking of plenty of what-ifs now,
like what if i fail to do it all right
and come up with disappointing work?
very very afraid for i might jus lose it all
and lose my confidence all over again...

sometimes i wonder:
why should i fear?
well,
im only human,
i have my fears too.
i should be more confident,
yes i know.
but...
im jus so afraid of stepping out
and making a difference
even though i keep saying,
"i want to! i want to!"
everybody wants to,
it's jus a matter of whether you did put in effort
to make a difference or not.
those who did came out great,
those who didnt regretted a lot.
i dont wanna regret,
i wanna do something,
but how?
that's my biggest concern.
this assignment thing which i'd be involved
will probably be the first biggest thing
which is gonna help me boost my confidence,
i hope.

im sorry,
i thought you would be happy for me.
im just so sorry.

_

2007-10-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

im tired!

monopoly's crazy haha!
shall elaborate another time,
IF i remember (:

and i wanna go to the national stadium soon
before they officially tear it down.
anyone wants to go with meeeeeee? :D

crazy time @ macs! EDITED

2007-10-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

weehee.

at bedok reservoir's macs right now.
SUPPOSED to be doing the booking
for our chalet this dec,
BUT,
wah happy new year,
we dont have any cards whatsoever to book lah.

now xiaoru's complaining,
"why christmas havent even come
then you wanna say happy new year??"

everyone's ignoring her now :D
ad she's trying to attract attention
by being spastic, HAHA.

pristine wants to be a SUPERMODEL
on SNTM,
SINGAPORE'S next top model.
hahahaha!
gimme a break dude.
what's your pohblem??
hahahahaha.
she wants to do her profile here i think,
but i think she's crazy hahahahar.
now they say that she should be
sg's next top autistic model,
retarded model... etc,
WAHAHAHAHAHAH.
here's a picture our 'model-in-the-making' :D

hahaha cute luh.

uh yeh i edited this post
after realising that something went really wrong.
didnt really expect that you'll take it so seriously,
and dont blame her
cos i was the one who blogged about it.
from the bottom of our hearts we sincerely apologise to you,
really, truthfully.
we should have thought about your feelings,
considered bout the consequences,
and yet we failed to do so.
we're terribly sorry.
still love you,
really.

is it me or am i just unlucky?

2007-10-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

nah it's probably just me ):

we is kena cheated again,
for we went to JURONG swimming complex
and they changed the freaking
maintenance dates,
from the 10th (yesterday)
to the 17th (next week).
AAAACK.

anyways,
think my face was really black
for a while today.
sorry, but
what do you expect to see from a person
who got so pissed of from
capsizing three times
within the first half an hour of rowing?
three times at around the same spot,
in the middle of NOWHERE,
near to a freaking pontoon which is unreliable,
and having to waste so much time
swimming with the boat.
plus, it isnt fun AT ALL
to have to swim with jus one hand paddling
and one leg kicking, cb.
thanks to the people who offered to help though,
very much appreciated ^^

uhm uhm uhm.

apparently i forgot what i'd wanted to blog about, again.
so forget it.

it's 1230am, so goodnight all.

another post today

2007-10-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

joshua

pretty sadistic and weird,
on way or another.
jus one thing bad about it
is that it's a bit too draggy.
and it's very similar to The Omen,
well, somehow.

strolled down vivo,
saw edmund
who was going to sentosa
in JEANS AND SHOES
HAHAHAHAHA.
what the fuck sia!

then saw roy and haopei.
haha didnt know that they knew each other,
coolness!

and i couldnt find the brown jacket from topshop =/
probably have to visit wisma again..
no time lah ):

interview on tuesday,
director's talk tomorrow;
sighs, no training for two days! =/
sadness.
i wanna row k2 again :D

finally some rain!

2007-10-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

THUNDER AND LIGHTNING
AND AND AND
PLENTY OF RAIN WATER!
yes finally.
somehow,
jus somehow,
i love rainy days oh-so-much (:

i heart rain!
well not the person, DUH,
but the real rain ^^
it jus makes me feel so...
calm, serene,
and happy sometimes (:

but i thought rain should make people feel moody?
well no, not for me. ha!

off i go nowwww.

tired and kinda lost

2007-10-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

staying at home alone
even for less than half a day
was pretty awesome (:
nobody to poke their noses into what you're doing,
no excessive noise from the rest of the family,
jus peace.
i'd really like that more often,
though i'll jus get down and moody for no reason,
haha oh what the hell.

watched Disturbia LIKE FINALLY.
wtfbbq it was cool,
and the story would somehow make you feel
super paranoid hahaha.
okay maybe it's jus me, i dunno.
also watched The Lakehouse again,
still as unforgettable as
the last time i watched it at the movies (:

pretty worn out today,
despite not working out much.
probably cos of insuficient sleep
the past two nights haha.
at least i finished almost all of my school work.
only left with the actual design portfoilio.
man, it's shitty.
i havent even got an idea how i want it to be like.
outstanding yes of course,
but how so?
aw man.
still thinking still thinking.
show me the light, somebody, anybody! lol.

here goes 'More than words',
the Westlife version (:

now that i've tried to
talk to you and make you understand.
all you have to do is close your eyes and jus reach out your hands
and touch me,
hold me close dont ever let me go,
more than words
is all i ever needed you to show
then you wouldnt have to say
that you love me,
cos i'd already know (:

random stuff again

2007-10-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

andrea tagged,
and requested for me to do this
chain thing.
hahaha since im bored,
why not?
:D SEE ANDREA, i is so nice worsx
ahahahaha.

Person who tagged me: tagged as in? uhm uhm luffy, amos and andrea hahaha.

Them
`My relationship with them:
luffy's a veh funny friend from school ^^
amos is sort of like a childhood friend, given that we've known each other since primary school,
and now he's in the same course as me :D
andrea's a crazy friend from damai!
`5 impressions I have of them: FUN! crazy and awesome in many ways, full of life and really trustworthy
`Most memorable thing they have done for me: uhm, probably too many to list (;
`Most memorable words they have said to me: too many to list too :D
`If they become my lover, I will: WOW, COOL DUDE.
`If they become my enemy, I will: think i'll probably have some mental illness by then
cos i cant be enemies with such nice poeple, can i? (;
`Most desirable thing I want to do for them now is: go out with all of them so they wont miss me so much :DDD
hahaha!
`My overall impression of them is: THEY'RE FANTABULOUS HUMANS and really great to be with (:

Me
`What I think people feel about me: uhm, very serious? i dunno. outspoken maybe.
`Characteristics I love about myself: idk, lol. care to share what are my characteristics?
`Characteristics I hate about myself: slightly too perfectionist, too lazy at times, being a wee bit too negative, and being so.. messy :P
`Most ideal person I want to be is: probably a mixture of my elder cousin, sonny, and my mum (:
`A message for people who care for me and like me: man, i love you all haha.

Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) HAKIM :D
2) samanStha, hehehe.
3) luffy (:
4) yolande, HEH.
5) maybe swee sin too :D
6) ANDREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
7) haq :D yup you have to do this twice :P
8) xiaoru too.
9) maybe AMOS (;
10) enough lah hor?

Them
`Who is no.6 having a relationship with?: lol no idea. have is it? :D
`Is no.9 a male or female?: GUY LUH. unless it's amosella or something lol.
`If no.7 and no.10 are in a relationship, will it be a good one?: i dont have anyone for ten HAHA.
`What is no.2 studying?: Leisure and Resort Management, TP Business WORSX (;
`When was the last time I chatted with no.3?: uhm.. i cant remember, lol. but very recent, online. MAO x)
`What type of music does no.8 like?: uhm, emo songs? lol. probably pop and all the common ones (:
`Does no.1 have siblings?: haha i guess so. two i think?
`Would I woo no.3?: HAHA MAYBE :D LUFFY SO CUTE LAH.
`Would I woo no.7?: HAHAHA. having him as a very good friend is good enough, love. (:
`Is no.o4 single?: haha i guess so...? :P
`What's no.5's surname?: KWEK (:
`What's no.4's hobby?: lol too many to list!
`Do no.5 and no.9 get along well?: LOL i doubt so.. they talk, that's all haha.
`Where is no.2 studying?: TP lah, i said so earlier. LOL.
`Say something casual about no.1: NICE SPECS KIM. milo peng anyone? :D
`Have I tried developing feelings for no.8?: uh no, haha.
`*Where does no.9 live?: UBI AVE 1 BLK 347 #09-XXX. HAHA. so near my place!
`What colour does no.4 like?: lol red i guess (:
`Are no.1 and no.5 best friends?: haha nah, they dont know each other.
`Does no.7 like no.2?: LOL they dont know each other either.
`How did I get to know no.2?: canoeingggggggg! ((:
`Does no.1 have any pets?: i guess not? haha.
`Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?: LOL probably? :D

whoopee finally done.
man that was some crazy shit.
please dont pass this kinda quiz to me every again hahahahah.

-

to angie:
all the best, girlfriend (:
stay happy k? haha.
had a really great time with you,
andrea and the rest today,
though i dont really know your clique very well haha.
and nice shoessssssss! :D
let's wear em one day k (:
hope yer internet connection thing
starts working soon
so we can chat online and all that (:

-

know what?
i cant wait for sunday, haha.
no particular reason why,
but

(:

it's one plus
and im supposed to be sleeping!
ahhhhh ciao. xx

all over

2007-10-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

i think my online dp is cool :D

people kept thinking that i've got a new girlfriend,
but that's angie,
veh good girlfriend of mine worzxs.
hahahahaha.
xiaoru kept staring at it;
jingyong thinks i really have a girlfriend;
shiyong congratulated me.
HAHAHAHA.

oh yea,
im really happy cos of this last night,
but i cant figure out why i didnt include
it into the post.
i've got 3.64 for my first semester's GPA.
man im exhilirated, overjoyed,
and definitely very very surprised.
gotta keep it going then (:

swensen's apple crumble is fatabulous :D
it's uber delicious and mmmmm,
the sweetness jus melts on yer tongue,
leaving behind a heavenly taste on yer tastebuds
while it slides down yer throat
ever so slowly.
haha okay maybe i exaggerated a bit,
but i think it's really... nice (:

im supposed to be working on my drafts
for PComD's assignment one, the resume and cover letter
and design portfolio,
yet im typing away here.
am i lazy or what?
i cant think,
or should i say,
focus and concentrate on my priorities ):
sighs.

i realised that my thoughts are still all over the place,
never mind xx

sighs

2007-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna do PComD ):

chrys is happy for a bit though (:
but kinda down the other bit ):

dunno why im like that,
and i hate it.

i is weird ^^

hehe x)

2007-10-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

tired lahhhhhh ):
i dozed off on jo for a while
right after i started working on my research
for PComD class.
BORIIIIIIINNNNGGGG =/
at least i think im almost all done now :D
should be sleeping soon (:

oh right,
in class today...
iskandar: why you so black??
(of course referring to me but i didnt know
cos i didnt hear him)
yzanne: she's always black what!
me: -_________________- WHATEVER!

lol being tanned is nice what.
hahaha and i'd wanted to go on saying that
being fair is like weird and not nice,
but seeing how fair some of the guys in my new class were,
i thought that i shouldnt say too much LOL.
weeeeeell,
okay lah,
not say my class before shuffling
had people who were tanned too x)

uhm on the other hand,
getting too tanned/ black is not too nice.
check wenhao for example :D
hehehehehe.

happy childrens' day all!

2007-10-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

first day of october,
first day of school after two weeks' break,
first day of PComD,
first day to a start of something new,
17th year of jannah's,
15 more days to jeremy's birthday,
16 more days to pebble's mum's,
22 more day's to adelyn tan's,
23 more days to farizan's,
24 more days to MOI's andrea's,
25 more days to MOI's mark's,
26 more days to evelyn teo's,
31 more days to haq's
and to marcus's.
wow so many things happening in the month of october.
haha
okay not jus only october
but also every other month :P

been training as usual,
and tomorrow damien shall die during training
cos i shall row like a speed boat pass him :D
okay that's definitely exaggerating but :D
i will and shall not eat veggie,
thus i shall defeat you!
hahahhha :P

have to rush for class after rowing for jus an hour or less
for almost the whole of this block.
not really fun but...
i cant help it.
like yzanne said,
if i were to skip training a few times
i wouldnt be chrystal, LOL.
i bet sherwin, yujie and the rest would say the same thing.
but what to do?
im nuts and i cant help it haha :P

im tired but i've still got research to do,
so... ciao!

unfinished post ):

2007-09-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

cycled for almost the whole of today
and im not really tired yet.
haha weird?
i guess so cos im supposed
to be super exhausted and
lying in bed asleep already.
hehehe.

i keep wondering about the worse that could happen,
i mean, why not?
if you dont expect them,
then you're bound to break down
and then be unable to recover from it
after a long long long long time.
well that's what i think, you?
haha.
so so so...
what would happen if i had an accident today?
would i get to see tomorrow?
would i ever get to see my family and friends again?
would i get to pick up my materials and make art pieces come alive again?
would i get to canoe, or even capsize then get forced to eat veggie again?
-
-
-
-
please add yer own thoughts here.
-
-
-

im probably gonna edit this post another time,
cos...

i think my sister probably thinks im some super maths machine;
i freaking solved about ten outta ~~fifty~~forty eight questions
(YES i had to look through the whole
maths practice paper for BLANKS) for her
in less than twenty minutes lah wtf.
and im still solving one of them
while typing away happily here,
and of course complaining lol.
and now she gets to go sleep
while i have another two questions to go?
not fair,
it's not like this is my homework you know =/

and this is the first time i actually
took so long to post a blogpost -.-

hope (:

2007-09-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

i dreamt that i had a camera
which was able to capture anything i wanted.
man did i love it (:
hope for one? yea i really do.

rowed seven rounds continuosly today,
without capsizing, FINALLY! :D
was very happy after that,
and really hope that i would never capsize,
while rowing, ever again (:
a lot is expected,
but i probably cant do it
with school and everything else obstructing my way.
maybe im just afraid,
or have no confidence in myself,
i dont know...
aaack okay enough of canoe (:

going to est's place tomorrow evening for a bbq
with her church mates, wee!
been so long since i last saw her, haha.

Only Hope, OST of "A Walk to Remember", by Mandy Moore.
love the song,
especially the melody of the chorus
for it's just so... lovely (:

`so, I lay my head back down.
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope...

it's a beautiful day

2007-09-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey i didnt die out at sea today!
weeee.
honestly,
i wasnt as tired after rowing at changi/ubin today,
compared to last friday.
dunno why,
probably cos i've already experienced
how it'll all be like?
the team seemed to have loads of fun,
of course we dont enjoy the constant shouting by coach,
but still,
riding the waves and rowing
our guts out with everyone else
was abolutely uber-enjoyable.
hahaha.
plus the picnic-ing out at sea during 'raft up' was cute :D
couldnt go to ubin with the guys next week though;
coach's only bringing the guys,
said that he wanted them to pick up more speed,
which means it'll all be tougher.
the rest cant go ):
and my school's starting already )):

mooncake festival's today,
and lol, zhenyu's aunt's hand made mooncakes
were fantabulous,
except that they suffered too much under the hot sun
and became nua when we ate them.
but, :D nice nice.

`somewhere over the rainbow,
way up high,
there's a place that i heard of once
in a lullaby...
(:

pretty random

2007-09-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

bought new havaianas xD
had lunch together with most of my team mates
at tampines' cafe cartel :D
walked around town with them too :D
went rowing and enjoyed it pretty much (i guess) :)
had a two hour long lecture by coach o.o
went blog-hopping a while ago, lol
feeling kinda bored right now =/
... and yup, that's a very short summary of what i did.

i wanted to write a compo here,
jus a thought from this morning.
but on second thought,
what the hell am i going to write on?
sighs.
shall jus let any story come into my head then.
hahaha.

the day which i sorta dreaded is arriving
in what, fifty minutes time?
going round ubin tomorrow morning.
look forward to it
cos most of us will be going
and i wont be the only girl there again :D
not really looking forward to it
cos it'll definitely be very exhausting
and i'll probably die out at sea.
aack why's chrys always thinking about dying anyways?
i dunno.
maybe cos im too exhausted recently,
and there's jus too many unnatural deaths
occurring among sports people these days.
aw man.

school's starting in less than a weeks time already,
oh man.
i'd wanted to catch up with sleep more,
but i think i cant now...
not that i cant,
but i always lose track of time
while online, lol.
so stupid luh anyway.

and oh, before i go,
happy birthday in advance to sweet vivian
who's 15th birthday falls on the 25th of September,
jus 45 mins away now (:

aight, off to bed now, shoo!

being tiny, hmmm...

2007-09-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

has anyone thought of how it'd be like
if we humans were as small as, let's say..
a fingernail or a pinky?
haha and the world
and everything else would be
HUGE AND GIGANTIC.
oh man that'd be freaking cool!
i wouldnt mind being tiny for a day,
so i can jus fret over how im supposed
to move from my huge bed
to everywhere else.
probably one piece of 'snowflakes'
would be enough to keep me full the whole morning,
and another 2 'honey stars' would be my lunch,
then then hmmm.
i dunno what would be dinner,
cos i cant possibly jus have cereal for the whole day lol.
hmmm then i'll probably take one whole day to
walk from my bed to the bathroom,
then to the kitchen,
then to the living room to slack,
then back into this room to jump on the keyboard to type :D
hhahahah that would be so much funnnnnn!
the music coming from the speakers would probably
blow me away too, whoa.

okay this is going nowhere,
im like fantasizing crazily,
for this is like totally impossible.

but it sure is fun to think about :D

sigh.

2007-09-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

rowing round one third of ubin is sick;
i almost cried halfway through
cos i was too angry with myself
for not rowing fast enough
and for not being to row straight
cos of the disturbances from the waves,
and apparently i cant focus.
rowing round the whole of ubin next tuesday.
im SO NOT looking forward to it,
cos i'll probably jus die out at sea
without anyone knowing.
i can see it,
HEADLINE NEWS:
POLY STUDENT MISSING AFTER CANOEING ROUND UBIN.

zzz

i might be down but i dont look so.
i might look down but i might not be so (;
thanks for your concern but im fine,
and i ~~will~~ shall be.

goodnight world.

movieeeeee (:

2007-09-20T22:57:00.001+08:00

i bet some bus drivers are deaf
or seriously have a bad attitude
towards their passengers
and they need therapy real quick zzz

okay so i had a really suay morning,
but im in no mood to get into the details
and get so pissed off again. (;

going to changi tomorrow.
nope, not to find what's famous there,
be it nasi lemak or *ahem,
but to have training.
since it's pretty last minute,
we'll probably have to spend money to rent boats?
aw man.
why does this have to happen
the day after i jus contributed 2.50
to the canoe fund? crap.

cant wait to go ubin next week :D

oh oh jus met up with some of my classmates
at cine and caught the movie,
No Reservations.
man it's cool,
and super sweeeeet.
hahaha things like that
might never be true though,
cos it's like...
too perfect to be true.
but hmmm,
maybe that's only what i think.
shrugs.
but AYEEEE,
it's a delicious and appetising show, seriously.
thumbs up :D
catherine zeta-jones is totally HOT too x)
the guy lead was sexy too,
not the really really handsome kind,
but his role in the movie was plain sweet and sexy.
ahahahah!

and and thanks bro!
for getting the donuts
from donut factory.
after earning so much from this job
that sarah and i cant do -.-
okies nevermind,
who ask ourselves to be bornt so late?
hahaha.

lol.

2007-09-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

playing monopoly for half an hour with gaoxiang
was EXTREMELY FUN,
and yes, retarded too, no doubt.
lololololololol.

well, nothing much to blog about seriously.
inspirations came and left without a trace,
so what-the-hell. zzz

now i cant wait for cafe cartel on monday,
lol.
sarah's like super excited,
much MUCH more excited than me yeap.
haha and we're probably
going down to jurong this saturday?
aw yol, dont be jealous k, hehe.
you can come if you want!
i guess (:

training tomorrow,
plus cycle to school? :D
freaking exhausting but ah,
who cares? (;

why?

2007-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

obviously im bored,
so here's the second post of the day.
weeeeee.

training everyday is crazy,
but im bored!
i cant help it.
gym tomorrow then go get slips,
canoe and swim on thursday,
canoe and gym on friday again,
canoe on saturday too?
im NUTS.
oh and agreeing with wenhao,
i cant wait to visit jurong swimming complex!
yes i havent been there before, so?
but let's all wait till
all of us can go then we shall have fun the whole day k? :D

im not really happy today too,
may look like i am but nope (:
why i dunno.
and why am i saying this, i dunno.

why do we have emotions anyway?
okay this is stupid -.-
well then, what's our reason for living?
dont tell me bring happiness to people
and all that shit.
we have to find out ourselves, dont we?
well, i cant, can YOU?
why?
i dont quite believe in a lot of things,
like fate,
though i still go along with them
i dunno why.
why?
somebody tell me?
and why's life so unfair?
for those who are intelligent and talented
always have some bad stuff occuring to them,
either that or they have too much obstacles obstructing them.
nobody's perfect,
i wonder why?

lololololololol
that's a lot of whys in a short paragraph of some sort.
there's more,
but i cant make them out into words,
why i dunno again.
im probably short on words
and stuff.
too bad for me then =/

im peeling badly, sunburnt, YUCK.

ciao :|

photos from long ago!

2007-09-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

haha here are some photos i came across
jus now, all from the desktop.
these were from...
i dunno, some time ago?
haha when all of us when for steamboat
to celebrate pristime's birthday.
means..
they were take in may??!
goodnesssssss.

love em to bitssss :P

random post (:

2007-09-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

super tired, really, SERIOUSLY.
needs more sleep, much much much more.
shrugs.

jus had sakae buffet this afternoon,
with ying and yol,
from three to five thirty okay!
had gym early in the morning
and apparently we were lazy
so wenhao and i didnt go swimming in the end.
after training tomorrow then :D

finished a drawing for mum
yesterday night,

havent been drawing much,
so hope this works (:
and now pengghee aka mother,
also wants a mickey mouse -.-

i wanna learn how to make blogskins :D
i wanna earn some more monay!
i wanna go play pool (:
i wanna go to jurong swimming complex with my canoe mates soon!
i wanna have a chalet with the usuals soon too (:
i wanna wish xiaoru all the best for her sups
and for her to smile more once again :D
i wanna get new havaianas ((:
i wanna rid myself of all the sunburnts =/
i wanna rid myself of the eyebags ):
i wanna sleeeeeeeep moreeeeeee.
i wanna be faster and faster and FASTER.
i wanna be anything but ordinary x)

okay that should be enough, for now, hehe.

or maybe theres more? (;

stare and stare.

2007-09-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

obviously im irritated by the imemm thing,
so i deleted it, yay :P

well...
coach really didnt make our day today,
neither did the weather i guess?
only rowed for half an hour
and a huge shower started,
so we couldnt practice our Ks jus now.
but our new paddles came in,
so it's one good thing that had happened today?
then coach forced brother and i to eat vegetables.
like wtf?
we hate hate HATE vege,
okay for me maybe not for certain types..
BUT,
he ruined our appetite for the day.
i dont even feel like having full dinner jus now..
and my tastebuds keep reminiscing the vege taste,
and it seriously sucks.
sighs, but we still cant blame him luh,
he's worried for our well-being after all,
and the whole team's like his kids, haha.

still rather exhausted, so didnt go for gym
after the rain and horrible lunch.
supposed to be sleeping
but i have no idea why im still typing away here?
hahahahahahaha.
i cant help it i guess.
been stoning most of the time after washing up,
like jus drained of all energy and mood.
i dont know why,
and i didnt want myself to be this way,
nor ask to be this way.
mood swings are really terrible sometimes,
and nobody would EVER know how im feeling (:
it's not something nice to be proud of either,
so that smiley was sarcastic (:

-

i wanna fly,
fly high up into the sky,
and search for serenity and freedom.
i wanna run,
run fast and faster,
so that everything i dont like can jus go by like a gust of wind.
i wanna swim,
swim and glide underwater,
where most of the time i could really relax with all the fluid around me.
i wanna breathe,
breathe deeply and slowly,
in ensurance that my heart wont stop just yet,
and to know that i truly exist in this world.
i wanna search,
search high and low,
search for someone to hold in my arms,
and take my hands then take my breath away...

-

im cold. brrr...

oh oh and here's something i came across yesterday..

it's like telling me,
"thank you for being considerate
by throwing your cigarette butt in here".
okay i know it's not clear and all,
but i dont have a proper camera,
how? haha...

right am now attacked by a bad headache again.
ciao.

what if..

2007-09-14T01:35:00.001+08:00

i am

thinking,

jus thinking,

and thinking ?

thinking

about things that wont/might not happen

about impossible stuff, well, to me

about fairytales and why they all have such nice endings

about all the good things

about all the bad things

about why the hell im typing this post this way.

about all kinds of 'what-if's.

thinking

is interesting...
to a certain extent.
it's not good for me i know,
cos thinking too much makes me depressed.
but i cant help it (:

what if i died tomorrow?
what if i never woke up from my sleep?
what if i cannot last tomorrow's training and faint?
what if
what if
what if
what if i REALLY COULDNT FIND MY THUMBDRIVE TOMORROW?

shrugs.

but i wont kill myself (:

or will i?

hols? :D

2007-09-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

LATER TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR THIS SEM YAYYY.
finally finished my postcards :D
but screwed up one of them,
end up i cant finish up doing a proper packaging.
and also cant burn my cd for submission
cos my indesign files are in my thumbdrive
and i LEFT IT IN XOREX
this afternoon.
omgoodness im so darn careless...
probably cos of the huge rush =/
yeap, most definitely :(

anyways, im happy!
cos i finally finished my assignment (:
somehow sad cos we'll be changing classes in next sem =/
happy still cos i can meet new people,
unhappy still cos i wont be able
to hang out with my mates as much as right now
(even though we dont really spend much time tog,
lol, BUT STILL).
man i'll definitely miss them (:

ahh im very tired seriously;
lack of sleep,
keep chionging trainings,
been trying to rush my postcards,
and occupying myself a lot...
hope i can recover asap during the two weeks' break (:

oh and some of us tried
mixing mentos with coke today, lol.
seriously fun,
but we closed the bottle so it wasnt able
to explode as expected hahhahah.
so funny wenhao slammed it on the ground
and the bottle cap broke a bit,
spewing out coke and foam.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
then he injured himself after getting chased by brother -.-

lol funfunfun (:
here comes the days of nonstop fun and enjoyment!
well okay, only for two weeks or so (:

something extra...

2007-09-12T00:08:00.001+08:00

well here's something i saw
from one of my posts
from long long ago:

we're only human and sometimes we make mistakes.
always bear in mind
that we should never lose hope
and stop dead in our tracks.
we have to accept these mistakes,
pick ourselves up,
learn from them and move on,
never attemting to make the same mistakes again.

im happier again today after reading it (:

SLEEP xx

2007-09-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

know what?
i realised that i cant take long naps,
cos i'll feel like im sick and everything
and feel even more like sleeping =/
like jus now:
came home, had dinner,
turned on jo, felt sleepy,
went to sleep,
woke up an hour later,
and ahhh,
i feel like sleeping somemore.
and somehow i thought
it was the next day already, lol.
doing work now,
stomach feels like it's filled with too much water?
weird.
jus finished a small bowl of honeystars,
and a pack of 'cookie crisp' thing;
think i really use up energy very quickly o.o

usuals were here last night (:
had steamboat and after which
some stayed overnight.
played monopoly till what,
seven am??
well, close.
finished work at 3 to 4 plus in the morning,
so went to sleep for a bit.
but it felt like i havent slept at all. xx
almost fell asleep while yongkin was teaching
in class too,
and also at mensa while the guys were eating.
boo, chrys is tired.

`i really really reeeally feel like sleeping, please?
`nah, finish up this rough postcard first,
at least have the skeletons and colours.
`okie dokies (:

sometimes i jus wished that time would slow down,
or we could have like 30 hours everyday? dunno.
so that i could squeeze more stuff to do
and could sleep more xx
okay, this is stupid,
fancy knowing that this wouldnt happen
and yet still lying to myself.
and im supposed to manage my time better,
not neglect my sleeping time
and torture myself
time after time.

3 down, 3 more to go!
go go GOOOOOO!

ciaos /:

>.<

2007-09-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

yay,
changed the layout by a bit,
hope it works.

been up since nine?
do work do work do work.
but chrys is tired,
still very very tired.
and chrys wants to finish up her work fast.
she's only finished, what,
TWO outta SIX postcards??!
zomgoodness.

oh and wtf is wrong with the imeem player -.-
it's like, only playing thirty seconds of each song.
zzzzzz,
and i dunno how to fix it. xx

and and i feel stupid for reading the time correctly
but processing it wrongly,
yet again.
wenhao and the rest went for gym,
probably around 4.30 to 5.
and i msged him, asking exactly when they were meeting,
at 5, thinking that it was still 4 or sth
and that i still had time -_-
omg chrystal what's wrong with you?
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
happy new year to me then,
cos not going to gym today
means i'll have to rush training like mad tomorrow,
cos the usuals are coming over to my place
to celebrate van and kel's birthday.
and what are we gonna have?
steamboat :D
means many many things to settle,
ahhhhhhhhh, DIE.
lol okay the 'ahhh' part was exaggerating,
it wouldnt be that bad,
would it? o.o

BAH.

ow.

2007-09-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

bored?
yea.
why?
HELLO, been doing work for 2 hours plus.
but at least the music's keeping me going (:
~let there be loveeeee...
in pain?
well, sort of; like a burnt bakua now?
lolololololol.
most of the others are burnt too i suppose?
most definitely caused by the 37degrees sun on friday, zzz.
right i shall stop talking to myself, lol.

wellllllllllll,
had training today,
play, row, play, row, talk, crap, crap,
laugh, laugh, laugh some more. LOL.
pretty fun today i guess,
though most of us were starving by the end of everything.
hahahahha.
and i dunno why im so tired?
fell asleep very quickly right after dinner
while my family and i were on the way home.
LOL.

lessee what else was interesting today..
OH the guys found a super cool spider!
it seemed to have huge pincer things
and is very preeeetty.
who said girls can adore spiders too? (;
AND AND AND samantha has caught my 'lol-ing' virus!
bwahahahhhaha!
yolanda also caught it the other day, lol.
this is so fun :P
UHM UHM oh and i saw hweeching, aka chinchow,
at the reservoir this afternoon!
yayness, it's been so longggg (:
she didnt change much,
neither did i, i suppose?
hahahahaha.
anyway, here's hoping she'd be well
and can get more rest!
her eyes were so panda-like, zomg,
probably due to insufficient rest and all.

im bored,
and i wanna finish up my assignment quickly and nicely.
im probably not cut out for designing on computer programmes;
i take so freaking long and seldon get what i'd expected! =/
i'll jus have to practice more i guess...

going for training tomorrow?
steph did ask you to try to go you know (:
haha okay, i'll try (;

aight, ciao (:

i'm bored, so...

2007-09-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

..these are who i spoke to today:

yolande;
lol, funny lah.
she woke up at 12 plus close to one
when i woke up at 9?
were supposed to meet at 2 and she was late.
hahahaha.
still 'i is-ing' a lot throughout;
we cant help it!
and LOL-ed a lot too.
crapped, slacked, shared ice cream,
talked, conversed, suan-ed,
teased, shared apple strudel with, etc etc. :D

esther;
another one who woke up at 12 plus.
lmao, im so jealous i get to sleep lesser than them.
was with dalton and funny lame friend
(who sat under the hot sun
eating mac's ice cream -.- ,
girls stared at him thinking he was nuts!
well, probably. lol. )
also crapped, slacked, shared ice cream with,
talked, conversed, suan-ed
teased, shared apple strudel with, etc etc :D

gaoxiang;
super lame as usual.
'i is' all the way.
talked like how he used to in secondary school -_-
still super lame.
kept teasing us,
kept trying to pinch sam's nips -_-
kept trying to irritate us lol.
but we're used to it lah :D
crapped, slacked, shared ice cream with,
talked, conversed, suan-ed,
teased, punched,
shared apple strudel with, etc etc. LOL.

samuel;
another lame dude.
came late after playing soccer at kallang lol.
decided not to be like yuanchong
who wore skinnies to soccer
then to steamboat LOL,
so wore berms instead.
wanted underwear for next yr's presents o.o
stated that, 'i want hush puppies one,
not bad.' then went, 'hehe.' -.-
lmao.
same thing,
crapped, slacked, talked,
conversed, suan-ed, teased,
punched, shared apple strudel with, etc etc. haha!

vanessa;
on the phone, not face to face lol.
asked her bout friday,
but she needs to see her lawyer.
o.o wtf for??!
oh her case on the accident not settled yet.
how efficient can this get?
*shakes head in disappointment.
lol so we settled on monday night instead,
my place! (:
conversed with for a bit, haha. (:

colin;
yea saw him at the shop at the cathay.
i bet he missed me lah! :P
so he commented that i am black,
but no! he is white,
so cant blame me for looking black
when im beside him LOL.
and why cant i join canoe?
eh i love sports lah uncle.
and i asked for pay rise,
he replied, 'slap your face.. blah.'
what the hell, lol.
i'll probably go back to work?
no idea.
but i want higher pay...!

jinmin;
through sms and online coversations, counted?
hahahha.
crapped, talked, conversed,
teased, etc etc. lol.
he's really nice to talk to lah,
like veh good friend wor!
*acts twit. O.O
(obviously i cant remember exactly
what we talked about,
that's why this portion is.so.short. HA.)

amos;
online counted too lah hor? heh.
he's like so blur to have entered the wrong
password for the wireless thing
then couldnt go online using vanessa.
LMAO.
crapped, talked, conversed,
tried to make deals
(you help me, and i'll help you back those kind, lol),
etc etc. haha funny.

damien;
online too, and he's always online -.-
apparently he's bored so he IM-ed me, lol.
and said that he was having a stomachache?
cos of the antibiotics he took for his foot
has this infection thing.
and he went to sleep early, VERY early.
im so jealous =/

mum;
of course i'd talk to her lah -.-
there's definitely something to say to our mums ;D

dad too?;
yea, well, jus called him, 'daddy'
like what i always do when he comes home.
then you hear him say, 'sleep earlier ah'
in chinese after he bathes and before he closes
his bedroom door.

-

that's all?
i guess.
was home most of the time doing work anyway.

oh my laptop's named johan,
jo for short.
finally settled for a name after so long,
lolololololol but this sure is fun.

havent finished my postcards,
havent had enough sleep for days,
havent had a proper dinner jus now? ,
havent wished mum and dad goodnight,
havent thought of what to wear tomorrow.
lol and there's so many other things i've yet to mention.

right,
i really needa sleep.
ciao.

LOL.

2007-09-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

i is so tired o.o
lol yea, caught the 'i is'-ing virus too,
and i cant help but use it
cos it's funny :D

so totally exhausted after the peer leaders' camp.
it's fun and all,
jus a bit draggy and boring here and there.
walked for like three hours in tiong bahru,
then played around the playground
looking like funny old kids.
rode a bicycle in ubin for the whole afternoon yesterday;
i swear it's seriously crazy having to cycle
and climb up the steep slopes and all,
but after the slope upwards,
there will always be a slope downwards,
so... weeee!
overall,
we were all worn out after the two days in camp.
so tired we could even fall asleep
on the bumpboats (is that what's it called?)
on the way back to mainland sg,
and sleep soundly within minutes on a stinky bus.
well, i almost fell asleep while typing this too lol.

this was taken at the playgrpund in tiong bahru (:

and another retarded one hahahaha.

right,
i cant wait for hols to come still,
despite the fact that it's only two weeks long :P

hm,

2007-08-30T19:57:00.000+08:00

"when you wish upon a star,
makes no difference who you are.
anything your heart desires
will come to you.
if your heart is in your dream,
no request is too extreme.
when you wish upon a star
as dreamers do.
fate is kind,
she brings to those who love.
the sweet fulfillment of
their secret longing.
like a bolt out of the blue,
fate steps in and sees you through.
when you wish upon a star
your dreams come true." (:

absolutely love the song :D

kinda pissed now,
but all is forgiven.
and the song's calming my nerves.
so... hahaha.

weeeeeeeeeell,
im bored
and i dont have anymore ideas for my postcards.
ahhhhhhh.

k ciao =/

HA!

2007-08-29T12:47:00.000+08:00

im not supposed to be blogging,
not supposed to be slacking for so long,
not supposed to be doing a lot of things at the moment,
not supposed to be thinking bout so many things too.
haha (:

im supposed to be generating ideas for my current assignment,
supposed to be drawing and sketching more,
supposed to be, i dunno, doing work.
supposed to be doing so many other things,
supposed to be thinking of so many other things.
hahaha (:

i cant explain it,
cant think of the words to describe it,
cant figure it out too.

lol this is dumb,
im not emo or anything,
just... confused and bored,
seriously.

haha ciaos!

2007-08-26T15:53:00.000+08:00

msn doesnt let me sign in still.
sad! ):

someone please go out with me or somethingggggg.
i dont wanna rot at home,
or stay home and draw animals
for the spca assignment thing.
boo boring,
well, to a certain extent.

somehow i wished money dropped from the skies.
okay random, lol.

think im selfish;
cant have people to cater
and accommodate to me all the time right?
i dunno.

i dont understand myself still;
why am i like this
and not like that?
why am i always asking questions
which most people have already solved on their own?
why do i always feel that
im all alone and
nobody understands me?

haha weird /:

i wanna go train
and indulge in it
to keep my mind off
all sorts of confusion i have,
w-w-whirling and t-t-twirling.
i wanna stone but nah,
cos i'll jus end up thinking even more
and get more emo o.o

HAHAHAHA /:

i wanna go out still.
and my blog posts are starting
to get more and more senseless,
hmm.
so SHOO if you dont wanna read any.

ciaos!

hmmm,

2007-08-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

boo.
msn kept closing on its own,
sadness!
joe doesnt like me maybe?
and it lagged for a bit this afternoon
when i was doing work in illustrator ):
sorry joe.
hm.

anyways,
here's something i took after leaving my aunt's place

of course i edited it a bit.
and boy, do i really need a camera.

Boooooooooo!

2007-08-25T11:46:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna rot at hoooooome.
booooooooo =/

all alone at home
cos i dont wanna go to people's park
with mum and grandma.
eh boring lah,
plus my mp3 jus died
and i havent charged it.
sis went to school,
so yay, no disturbance from her.
LOL.

im bored and losing my mind
in this bedroom
filled with sounds of the spinning fan,
the flipping notes stuck to the wall,
my typing on this keyboard,
the noise that the fan in this computer is making,
the shuffling of the curtain,
the sounds that traffic is making
on the main road and in the carpark downstairs,
plus a police car's siren from outside?
and some mild noise coming from the construction works
RIGHT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.

let chrys emo again =/
so ciao.

BOO?

2007-08-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

i dont know why,
but silence overwhelms me
and sounds and noises disturb me,
and both are killing my insides.
i seem to be able to notice funny sounds,
different people's voices,
music played outta people's headphones,
noises that buses and trains make,
whatever.
and is it me,
or is it that the noises
that trains make underground
getting louder and louder?
and yea,
i notice sounds distinctly,
and it's pretty irritating
though cool at the same time.
*shrugs.

uhm okay i think
im thinking too much recently.

watched hairspray yesterday -
damn nice, seriously!
their songs are great
and full of spirit zomg,
jus awesome lah :D

oh oh and helmy has discharged from sgh!
yay, felt real happy for him.
good thing sam and i visited him jus now,
or we could have missed him there.
all the best to helmy
and hope he gets better
sooner than we can imagine :D

ciao.

?

2007-08-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

anybody has matchboxes
with plenty of matchsticks?
i wanna stack em up
and start burning them stack by stack,
pyramid by pyramid.
whatever lah.

im kinda down today,
and i dont know why.
so...
fuck it, lol.

apparently the rain dampened my mood too.
followed by the argument with mum
about watching shows on my laptop,
and my asking her if i could
join pristine at the fireworks festival.
she jus came up with a stupid excuse
and made me guilty.
so i jus slammed, 'fine la,
dont go loh!'
then she slammed her door
right after i entered my room
and proceeded with my Prison Break.

i didnt have dinner either;
didnt see a reason why i had too,
and i couldnt care less.

ciaos for now,
hmmm.

YAY!

2007-08-17T11:00:00.000+08:00

i finished my lantern
for 3D art fundamentals!
wooooooooo,
chrys is so happyyyy.
no pictures though,
i think it's fugly ):
but i think the rest of the class
did a VERY good job, hm.

anyways,
class will end at 12 everyday
from next week onwards,
YAY!
i cant wait to go out almost everyday man :D
was so exhausted for the past week,
it's HIGH TIME we slack around
and have plenty of sleep already!
no more staying in school from
830am till 11pm cos of lanterns
and whatnot :P
right gonna have training later,
then basketball :D
then haircut!
i cant wait hahahahha.

random.

2007-08-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

im sick! :(
damn.
why cant i fall sick only
after finishing my assignments?
why now? :(
stomach felt cranky yesterday
and today,
had a funny headache yesterday,
almost fell down while
walking towards bras basah,
and yah,
sherwin jus added that
im thinking really slowly today.
i quite agree with him :/
aw man
sometimes getting sick
really sucks.
i hate the funny no-taste taste in my mouth too.
argh.
and i dont even have the strength to motivate
myself to do work,
needless to say,
to motivate my friends too. lol.
blah i dunno what to blog about.

ciaos for now.

drawings! :D

2007-08-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

right it's high time that
i put up my drawings from last block's
drawing essentials class. (:

yup that's my everlast shoes
which i bought from korea :D

that's my sony mp3 player,
the lime green headphones
and amos's 'Heroes' cd. lol.
i admit that i was kinda crazy
in drawing this out,
cos EVERYTHING reflecteed light o.o
but it was a really cool experience! :D
i likeeeeeee.

that's a potted plant found
in my grandma's place's garden.
haha yea,
all the way there jus to get this done :P

the landscape assignment.
it's near my place,
took the picture of it while on the bus hehe.

and another one,
Capitol Building.
nah i didnt stay under the hot sun to do this,
took a photograph and did it at home.
really interesting cos it aint easy
to get the positionings and angles right.
using the pen is fun
cos you can finish it up much faster
than using pencils wahahahah. :D

i guess that's all for now,
the rest is still with si-y.
oh well. (:

!!!

2007-08-10T15:31:00.000+08:00

im bored =/
dont feel like doing anything, seriously.
am here blogging halfway thru doing my wire stuff.
it hurts yer fingers and is super
difficult to control =/

skipped gym training today,
felt pretty bad.
had to do my wire assignment,
also find the pics for richard's assignments,
plus finish up the journal after
printing out the pictures.
oh not forgetting that we have
to mount the pictures for richard too -.-
hopefully can finish up everything
cos we wont be staying over in school already;
ibson said cannot.
either way, it'll still take a long time
to process the approval.
so...
i'll jus be coming to school
at about 9am and leave at 11pm?
woo good luck to chrystal and friends.
also going for training,
lolololololol.

my death is nearing!
!#%&#$^&*
lol jus kidding.
i wouldnt know, would i?

yay i hope we can finish up everything soon
cos i cant wait to slack in the next block! :D
class shall be ending at 12 everyday,
then can slack for a bit
before going for training or whatever :D

i want new brazilianos!
mine snapped lah
what the hell.
can still wear but it aint as steady as before,
awww man.

oh oh gonna have trainings six days a week from now on,
hallelujah chrys shall depart soon
if she cant take it no more.

back to working on wires,
no time to lose!
ciao.

hm.

2007-08-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

been cutting up boards,

foam boards,

magazines,

and loads of other stuff.

did clay,

made paper,

and jus finished plaster.

using up my pocket faster than ever too.

and jus when i got this month's 240,

my slipper broke -_-

the many things that could happen

in less than two weeks.

school wasnt as tiring as last block's,

i guess.

partly cos peggy's work can all

be done during and after class in school.

richard's assignments were rather...

a waste of money?

i spent 70 odd bucks on boards and mags already =/

oh and including another 20

on materials like spray mount and such.

no wonder they said that design is expensive,

sighs* what to do? lol.

almost fell sick yesterday.

no appetite,

no mood,

nothing.

yea, jus felt nothing.

went home, changed and slept.

felt better but still as sick,

and i felt as if i was having fever

and was sick for many days already.

yup, felt that weak.

today?

so much better (:
can climb stairs faster too!
lol (as if that's a big deal).

i wanna quickly finish up

richard's assignments!

sounds easy

but i cant get any ideas, damn.

oh here's my clay thing,

a crouching dragon?

i guess so.

here's the front,

and here's the back :D

(:

2007-07-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

the mizuno wave run event kinda sucked.
it was quite messed up at some parts
plus it rained HEAVILY earlier in the morning.
so the few of us actually ran 6km
instead of the 5km
while the other two who took part
in the competitive run finished their 10km.
i think it's nuts o.o
was quite exhausted after the 6k run,
probably because we ran faster than usual
and we had to jump around to
avoid the puddles and mud most of the time -.-
and also we didnt sleep much the night before :P
loads of stuff happened during the stayover LOL.
but im not going into detail.

anyway,
saw angie and some of the other design mates
at the sports complex after their bath.
hahaha i wished i could go
but i didnt,
and actually i feel pretty bad
for not joining subcom
when i said before that i would. =/
think they had a great time luh (:

oh and we're all so glad that
helmy's like his usual self again!
well not totally,
but his actions and all
really reminded me of how he was.
hahahahahah.
he wasnt as weak as
how he was on wednesday
and talked more this time. :D
gonna see him soon again i hope,
with sam and merv and the rest. HA ;)
cant wait!

new block's starting tomorrow,
hope it'd be fun and interesting :D

yay!

2007-07-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

YES I FINISHED THE PAINTING WOO!

but i dont really like it,

looks... weird and horrible and whatever. =/

anyway, im glad to have finished lah.

at least can sleep more for these three days :D

next block starting next week,

having richard and peggy, WOW.

oh well..

uhm,
actually i havent got any idea on what to blog about.
im jus too happy to have finished drawEss' work.
lol.
going to school again tomorrow!
havent been in school since monday?
hahahah.
been rushing work at home every day,
sleeping late and waking up early.
totally exhausted.

oh i know what i wanted to say already:
went to visit helmy
with sam and syaz the other day.
we cried.
that's how bad his condition is.
we were heartbroken, totally.
not gonna describe how he looks like right now,
i'll probably start to tear again.
gonna visit him again tomorrow (:
hope he's better than yesterday (:
i cant help it,
HELMY! you must get better!
i dont care,
we must all go out once you recover! (:

right think i'll end here.
probably think of what to blog about
again tomorrow. lol.

ciaos!

lol.

2007-07-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

yup im slacking for a bit right now.
supposed to be doing my architectural drawing
but HEY,
i need some rest!

kept dozing off today;
while drawing,
while writing down the art movements thing
(it turned out super ugly
cos of all the errors made
and horrible handwriting -.- ),
while waiting for a friend at the bus stop,
while i was on the bus on the way home.
LOL, once i think about them i'll jus crack up.
hahahahahahahah.

oh yesterday also!
we had to row like 12 km for training.
so halfway thru the journey
when i was taking a quick break,
i rested my hands on the cockpit
holding onto my paddle
and ALMOST FELL ASLEEP.
like wtf, lol.
think im really too exhausted.
oh oh oh and while drawing the night before,
my rectangles became ovals!
i noticed them the next morning
and quickly redid them.
hahahahahah.
and while doing some shading,
i actually dreamt that i was using my laptop
and tapped on my drawing
as if im tapping on the laptop pad thing.
HAHA!
i thought that was super dumb,
that i was drawing and dreaming
of something totally irrelevant,
BOTH AT THE SAME TIME.
and i can still remember vividly!
man, so cool. heh.

right,
having training tomorrow. =/
im tired lahhhhhhh.
somemore still have to do drawing,
DIE!
i shall sleep at three or four tonight
and wake up at nine plus tomorrow morning then (:

ciaos!

ARGH.

2007-07-10T10:35:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH.
im probably going nuts.
utterly exhausted these days;
rushing for drawing essentials class' assignments,
then there's also kj's histroy journal thing
and some stupid group project.
argh!
plus there's training which im trying
my best not to miss out..
man, i wonder how much longer can i take this?
and coach is not gonna let me quit,
and i cant possibly drop core subjects in year one.
so wtf?

im tired tired tired tired tired,
and whining whining whining
and complaining complaining complaining.
lol. sorry i cant help it.

oh and just so you know,
im not at home resting and blogging right now.
im IN SCHOOL,
having a short break from kj's
history of graphic design lecture.

gotta rush two architectural drawing assignments later on,
then head down for training.
oh well.
im jus hoping that i can get through this
and my parents wont be too worried
bout myself not having enough sleep
EVERYNIGHT.
yup. im sleeping at two plus almost everynight,
waking up at seven every morning.
lol that's why i think im going crazy =/
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(sorry, destressing)

oh and this is how busy i am these few weeks,
that's why i havent got a chance to update. =/

RAWR.

2007-06-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

second day of school and im already tired?
oh wtf,
hahahahahaha.

right,
we were supposed to draw our shoes,
as in black and white and with shading.
wah,
most of us died.
and today another assignment:
to draw still life,
as in you put three items together,
compose and draw.
i almost died drawing reflections
of light on a cd -.-
okay maybe not die,
but almost break the cd into two.
and for history?
do research everyday,
and most of which you have
no idea were our lecturer got from.
and there's also a project
which i have no clue about
what we should be doing =/

and and and i havent do my apel thing yet ):
shit lah i hate tp's web thing,
it's so screwed up.

there's training tomorrow,
means cannot bring my laptop to school,
lol.
and need to bring loads of other stuff,
sian.
wah so random.

okay gonna do drawing again, bye.

2007-06-23T12:17:00.000+08:00

yay. yup that's the canoe team.
well, part of it.
haha.
that was when some of us went over
to sam and des' barbeque thing :D
anyways,
here some of us are at macs,
having lunch, chilling out.
gonna get our jerseys done
and also our team crocs (;

?

2007-06-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to blog. =/
luffy suggested:
blog about what did in the past few days?
i dont want lah,
so boring
except for having training almost everyday,
slacking like nobody's business,
and sabo-ing this sajc canoe guy
who's birthday falls on one of the trainings.
lol.
that was quite funny lah;
the fight on the pontoon,
to see who falls into the water first.
four girls at him at one time!
as in trying to push him down.
he's quite power lah. (;
think his name's.. . joshua?

okay now im feeling bored,
pretty bored.

going to queensway with the canoe team tomorrow,
then to esther's church at night.
and school's starting!
i cant wait. (:
school starts equals lesser training,
more projects to rush for,
more things to do,
can hang out with classmates and friends more often.
YAY.

oh jus chose the cds subjects for next sem.
wtf lah we can only choose from 7 or 8 subjects?
oh well.
chose jap, followed by italian,
then public speaking and leadership.
i woke up early to make my choice okay!
but in the end only got in 40 plus mins later,
but it's considered quite alright already.
lol. some had a hard time getting in
cos it's pretty jammed up
and our school's website is quite screwed up.

okay bye.
cant think of anymore to type.

horror of star jumps!

2007-06-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

RIGHT.
i cant climb stairs properly,
run fast,
and walk for too long.
what the hell.
that's because three of us were late
by five mins one training
and there were only the 6 of us?
then coach said,
"okay, late right?
do three sets of thirty pushups,
thirty crunches and thirty starjumps."
we thought it'd be easy,
but NOOOOOO.
we struggled doing the star jumps,
well...
except for damien that is. LOL.
then we had thigh muscle cramps
for the next few days? =/
oh man.

anyways,
havent been online for the past week.
why?
training everyday man.
somehow i feel super fit
to be able to tahan.
except today,
cos it's a sunday and it's
father's day. LOL.
but the family's out,
having... supper
and for dad it's dinner?
i didnt go,
that's why im typing away here.
i dont like to go to
that food place at macpherson anyways;
i dont know why.
and they were gonna have crab
which i dunno how to get the meat out.

OH SHIT
and i forgot to paint june's shoes. =/
sian, lazy.

having training at ten tomorrow,
then go queensway with the team,
then at night celebrate ying's birthday.
wow, busy day tomorrow.
but i cant wait (:

i miss angie and the rest...
i miss my usual people too.
and not forgetting my vsc classmates (;
hmmm...
cant wait to see them soon!

and i think jody's hilarious.
okay that's random.

): ?!

2007-06-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

no life. ):

training, slack, training, slack...
sleep, watch anime, sleep and watch more anime.
WTF.
should i go work? LAZY.
should i go out? NO MONEY.
what the hell is wrong man. ):

LOL. lame shit,
this is retarded.
but i cant wait for schol to start again.
HAHAHAHHAH.

hols (:

2007-05-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

hahaha,
i know this was taken quite some time ago
over in parkway.
but hey,
after looking at it for a few times,
i decided that there's no harm
im uploading this photo.
i dont really like camwhoring,
so there's not much photos in this blog.
hmmm, should i make a change?

anyways,
havent got the mood to come online to update.
somehow...
didnt see the need to.
BUT,
jus for this blog's sake,
i shall (:

had a lot to do last week.
try sleeping at 2 or 4 in the morning
and waking up at 7 plus. ;)
i think yujie's really the man;
he only slept for an hour each day
3 to 4 days straight
cos he had to come up with the
designs for our comdi project
and at the same time had to finish up
his ideation project.
WOW, sugoii.
that gave me a reason not to complain to much
cos i definitely slept more than him.

as for me, other than rushing for deadlines,
i also went for canoeing trainings
on tues, wed, thurs and saturday.
for a moment,
i thought i was nuts,
like im trying to kill myself
by giving myself so many things to do
in such a short period of time.
in short,
i was overworking myself too much
and still didnt care about how exhausted i was.
yea, guess i was really crazy.
cos i kept telling myself that i'll be
pretty much of a weakling
if i cannot get though that week.
i dont wanna be a burden,
i wanna be strong.
am i asking too much from myself?
sighs. AHHHHHH.

oh and we celebrated sherwin's birthday on sunday!
hahaha.
he was kinda surprised that we actually
wanted to celebrate his birthday
even though we've
barely known each other for a month.
all of us met up and went over to suntec's
nydc for lunch and had quite a good time there (:
bought an oreo cheesecake,
and dawn, sihui and jingyun got this nice shirt for him. ;)
hahahaha.
hope to have another gathering with
the rest of the class soon, hehe.

also went for the PL camp over at damai for a while.
missed the rest of my batch so much!
hmmm,
after the rest graduates,
i sure hope we can have a mini "camp"
for our own :P

alright, going for training soon.
im lazy, but i cant help but go excercise more :P
say im crazy all you want then.

oh and sorry,
for i cant be bothered to change font colours again.
so it's gonna be all yelloooooow. :D

YAY.

2007-05-24T18:04:00.001+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!
NO MORE BINA AND COMDI !!!
woooooooo.
so happy lah,
finally finished one module from the first block.
BUT,
still cant slack =/
cos got keejan's poster of "west side story"!
arghhhh.
finishing soon though.
and all of us really need more sleep man,
strongly referred to my grp mates in comdi class.
i think im also nuts lah;
got project havent finish still go training
then in the end have not enough time to sleep.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
uhm,
okay so tomorrow's our last day of the first block.
so... YAY!!!
cant wait for hols to start.
probably going for PL camp in damai too?
hmmm...
i'll probably be falling asleep now and then, HA.

alright,
gotta go do more research on the poster now.
probably update soon? :D
and add pictures of david!
(hahah my classmates would know who he is,
he's so cute lah!) :P

so many things, summarised (:

2007-05-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

okay, i dont know what's wrong with blogger,
but im still gonna blog.
LIKE FINALLY. :D
uh...
okay..
I'VE FINALLY FINISHED COMDI'S ASSIGNMENT.
yesssssssssssssssssss ((:
what's left now is only...
ideation.
the poster for Romeo and Juliet.
hmmm, not easy k. =/

what else...
OH OH I'VE GOT MY NEW LAPPY! :D
happy lah (:
amanda and yijie's getting the same one too (:

uhm,
oh, watched spiderman3 with ying and yol.
hahahhhahah
i seriously love the part when
tobey mcguire is laughing/crying
spastic-ally over harry's death.
LOL. and hey, SPIDEY DIED. (:
hahahaha jk.
a few of us actually told our friends that :P

oh and CHICKER RICE, anyone?
and the title,
"the wind that blows the barley",
is EFFING HILARIOUS.
ambrose, pebble, kenneth and i
laughed our heads off when we heard it.
so throughout the night after
mothers' day buffet,
we kept adding the movie title into
our conversations wherever we can
and seriously laugh like total retards.
i cant really explain much here,
but it was VERY FUNNY that night.
hahahaha,
cant help but laugh to myself when i think about it.
LOL.

oh and also,
always clear the fish before you can get more crab (;
hahaahahah now that's something
that only my cousins and i would understand :D

hmmm.
oh, dominic's coming to school tomorrow,
FINALLY, that bastard -.-
hahahahah i've got evidence
of he himself saying that he'll come!
he cant deny (:
well, all of us do look forward to seeing him lah (:
see dom, dont you feel honoured?
awwww... :D

first day @ school o.o

2007-04-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

keejan is funny.
said "singapore" in a super funny way!
rina and i were like giggling after every
"singapore" word he said.
LOL.
he's entertaining lah,
somehow reminds me of mr phoa
(even though he didnt teach me before :D).

bina is ...
im not gonna comment bout her o.o
jus that she talks too fast
and i dont quite get what
she's trying to say?
ahhhhh heck.

doing the first assignment now.
looks tough, sounds tough!
zomg dont think i can make it...
even rina and andrea is confused!
RAWR.

woo!

2007-04-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

haq has a blog!
lol.
came across it through andrea's blog,
wahahahaha.
and now,
have to do this
(im so lazy lahhhhhh :P )
>>>>

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
- i look like someone who doesnt
have a curfew but i do. o.o
- people thought i was a year two student
in poly (OMG!)
- im a good girl (im serious, im serious!)
- uh, i like losing my voice. sexy you know?
- im very attached to my friends (:
- i daydream about things that can never happen
always. i dont know why, lol.
- i dont really know myself very well,
and i hate it.

7 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
- losing my loved ones; family, friends...
- COCKROACHES. they freak me out, EEE!
- feeling lost and helpless.
- being not strong enough to be other's support.
- silence, solitude (sometimes?)
- having no friends! )):
- not being able to go out. ):

7 RANDOM SONGS
- happiness! by kimura kaela (she's real cute!)
- tian tian, by david tao.
- im yours, by jason mraz!
- thousand miles, by michelle branch.
- that nice song from blue october :P
- quando quando quando, by
michael buble and nelly furtado
- sakura kiss, theme song of ouran high x)

7 THINGS I LOVE
- thrills and excitement :D
- watching anime!
- music (: ROCKS MY LIFE TO BITS.
- doing maths. (it's fun lah, i cant help it.)
- being around with friends (:
- feeling useful?
- my mobile phone!

(i forgot to add! I LOVE DRAWING TOO.
plus my pencils and pens and sketchbooks...
then chrystal starts mumbling to herself...)

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST
- serious?!
- WTF.
- HAHAHAHAHHHAHA!
- hello!
- take care, bye.
- yea (:
- fuck lah...

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS (really random!)
- pristine :P
- izak teh,
- angie,
- amanda,
- amos,
- uh, shermaine!
- luffy!

wahahahaha.
you guys better go do this yah. :D

oh i got into canoeing.
lol!
it's really tough,
dont know if i can take it?
steph's in too, and haziq.
yay at least i've got friends,
new friends too! (:
im happy,
cant wait for new experiences
ahead waiting for me (:

even though i might not have
enough time for you guys
(referred to the USUAL PEOPLE
and the gang of designers im with now),
we'll never drift apart yeas?
i HEARTS you all! :D

random.

2007-04-27T10:50:00.000+08:00

school's starting next week!
mood: excited! but afraid too.
why? i might still not be prepared enough
to do what i have to.

"i dont know why?"

been going out a lot;
to school, to town...
and have been spending
quite a lot too. =/

cant wait to get my own laptop (:
so i can watch anime all day
without disturbing others too much. (:

i think angie and i lead very similar lives,
well... to a certain extent.
probably cos we're the eldest in our families
and we have protective parents?
hmmm, maybe.
i sure hope it ends soon,
for we seriously know what we're doing
and definitely know our limits
to everything.
sighs.

going out later,
to orchard library, kinokuniya
and art friend. (:

think amanda angie and the rest
are really great friends to start
off with together in this new
schooling environment (:

uhh...

2007-04-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

i love elvis rangers!
amanda dominic amos angie
yongwoei angie (no i didnt repeat the names,
there ARE two angies in RANGERS!)
terrance shuhui cheris kenneth siva
yingying pamela valerie chere?
stephanie sya huiqin ...
AHHHHH!
so sorry i cant remember the rest's names..
but i do remember your faces ;)
PLUS our loving GLs,
YIJIE, SHERINE, ABU and MICHELLE!
three cheers to RANGERS! :D

but so sad,
dom cant stay in tp and has to go to nafa.
we'll all miss him lah.

DOC was fun,
everyone was so ons,
high high and super high!
andrea ronald issac and a few others
are FANTASTIC too!
without you guys,
i wouldnt have the mood to get high!
*winks winks

and to andrea:
dont be sad we lost in the dragon-boat event.
we've gained loads of experience from there
and had fun too
(well... to a certain extent, heh) .
you were a great sport!
let's go join the dragon boat team with the rest!
(if possible) (:

sentosa was fun :D
we smacked other empires' lollipops!
except for one...
was it ophix?
lol aint too sure.
anyways...
we enjoyed one whole day at sentosa!
(even though there was not much sun...)

and sorry isaac,
i forgot to pop by at siloso o.o
you should have seen palawan!
it was FLOODED with people!
with our people from TP, lol.

yesterday..
turned a bit sour here and there?
Olio didnt really make our day.
man i shoulda finished up the porridge
mum cooked before i left!
sighs.
honestly,
there were too many people
and we werent able to cater to
everyone's 'wants'.

sorry my english mind seemed
to have a huge crack
and right now all the words
are spilling out,
leaving me with few =/

played pool with melissa
and a few others,
and was like finally able to play properly again.
thanks (:
all of us then gathered at the esplanade
and talked and talked and talked.
i left early again,
mum was nagging away,
i was sick of it.
so... yea.

that's about all for now. (:

i love!

2007-04-15T10:57:00.000+08:00

KAISTOR KAISTOR! *clap clap.

lol.
FOC totally rocks my socks man.
to ying and yol:
TOO BAD YOU GUYS MISSED IT.
seriously,
you'd have had a real fun time there,
though you'd be super shagged like me.
hahahahah.

too many things happened in camp,
so i shall not type everything out? :D

i lost my voice - like finally
after so long!
made A LOT of friends,
had A LOT of fun with them,
was super hyperactive (well most of the time),
was a crazy kid all over again (:

KAISTOR:
AISHAH the funky :D ben (lol!) amaris aka ARMANI :D
jiamin the cute :P the other small girl? :D
many many small girls :P
VANESA whose plaits are niceee :D
carissa the funny (:
shark (: mark (: YING HAW (:
the other guy, what's-his-name? :P
EMMANUEL and PAUL :D
ROY my dance partner for the first mass dance!
LYNETTE who totally kicks ass ;)
the other lynette (hahaha)
there's also charmaine (:
oh oh SHARINAAAAA!
PLUS CLAUDINE!
and rina (: and NATHALIE! :D
hari (: our BEST-FRESHIE-OF-THE-GRP HAZIQ!
kiang ang was it? jen, jay... i dunno.
OH TIM! :D
meiyeeeeeee (:
and ferlicia whose been with me
most of the time :D
who else who else?
uh... shit i cant remember their names ):
pardon me guys for i have
pretty bad memory. lol.

as for our beloved GLs,
there's MARK!
jerome, xinyu! ZIXIN!
grace grace grace, HAKIM!
eric, josca who looks like a freshie too!
GAY WHOSE HAT IS SUPER SEXAY (woo!)
there's JESLYN :D jean (:
MELISSA SUT! (like sat?) :P
JACINTHA! also SAB (:
desmond who loves dota -.-
regina! uh.. edwin!
and our damai senior, the small girly,
what's-her-name :P
uh uh uh jingwen!
FAs yeeping and alvin :D
uh uhm uhhhh,
okay i only remember faces
but cant remember names ):
anyways,
dont cry lah dont cry lah, dont cry lah dont cry lah (;
i sure hope we can have a gathering soon (:
BIG HUGS TO EVERYONE! :DDD

went clubbing at night
with 3 other friends (:
but it wasnt really fun cos underaged
parties are filled with bengs and lians,
matts and minahs. lol.
saw natalie there!
yea, went clubbing straight after
reaching home from camp,
so now im superrrrr tired...
great experience ytd though,
had fun being a lesbian o.o
AHHHHHHHH!
*freaks out

):

2007-04-05T11:39:00.000+08:00

zehzehzehzehhhhhhhh,
drrrrdrrrrdrrrrrrrr,
____________________
(insert here all the noises a large machine
can make, just imagine).

omg the horrible noise pollution
is torturing the hell outta meeeeee.
construction works have been going on
RIGHT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE,
jus to build a stupid elevator at our doorstep -.-
why do i disapprove of it?
because
one: i live on the freaking second floor lah, dude.
we dont need a damn lift.
two: it's so rainy and hot these days,
mosquitoes would start breeding
and attacking us!!!
three: they'll make us go deaf soon,
cos of all the noise they make by
9 IN THE MORNING,
MONDAYS TO SAT AND SOMETIMES SUNDAY.
four: they mentioned that works would end
september this year; i doubt they
can finish it by then.

AHHHHHH it's driving me nuts!
i cant even catch more sleep like that, wth.

i think im selfish,
complaining so much like that.
there may be loads of people
living in this same block who cant wait
to utilise the new elevator,
and needs it really badly
to make their lives more efficient.
right, i should stop ranting so much.

*shrugs

2007-04-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

SHIYONG PANGSEH-ED MEEEEEEEE.
so angry larhssxzx. zzz
mummy's coming back tomorrow :D
means i wont have a chance to drink
and stay out late already,
all thanks to my good o'l buddy,
whose name is mentioned above.
RAWR. -.-
anyways,
i've been super bored these few days,
calling up random people to go out with.
LOL.
and im super tired
(i dont know why!)
but i still want to go out. o.o

i want i want i want i want:
to watch TMNT;
to watch Mr Bean's Holiday
(some said it's nice, others said it's not woth it. howwww?);
to go shopping after pay-day?;
to get flip flops and shorts;
to go out with mummy on her birthday;
to be rich :D ;
to slack and go out with my frienddddddds;
TO GO SENTOSA WITH THEM TOO.
i think that's all lah,
well.. at the moment loh. :D

2007-04-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

right.
enjoyed the swimming session this afternoon
with waidek and terrance,
even though pebble didnt turn up
cos she woke up late...
hahahahah.
tanned and tanned and swam a little.
went over to bugis after which,
walked around quite aimlessly with pebble,
then had dinner at
pastamania (again!) before work.

today's mandy's last day at work ):
means we cant meet up as often,
means i'll miss her a lot,
means ....
i dunno.
many many things ):
BIG HUGS to you girl (:

HEY,
i wanna experience how it's like
having insufficient oxygen in the air
around me.
what will happen?
suffocate, suffocate more,
then heart beats slower,
lesser blood containing minimal oxygen
going to brain,
black-out.
is that it?
wow what a great way to die suffering from
so much damage to both the heart and brain.

i feel so sadistic all of a sudden o.o
havent got any idea what's
going on in my head.
HAHAHA. :P

lol.

2007-03-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

i think my sister thinks i drive or something.
o.o ....
this was what happened
(yes i still can remember everything
even though i was sleepy then, HA.) :

"june, later wake me up at six one five
(which means 6.15),
i'll walk you to the bus stop..."
then i fell back asleep.
"orh," she replied grumpily.

later...
"jie wake up."
"now what time?"
i looked at the clock and was a little confused,
thinking that i might still be too groggy.
then i checked my mobile,
it read "6.47AM".
WTF?!
so we rushed out
and she havent even wore her socks
and finish packing her stuff. -_-
"you think your sister can drive car ah?
or ride bicycle then send you to school?
siao.
you always leave home at 6.30
so you should know when to wake me up what..."
"i dont know mah...
also not everyday leave house 6.30...
when daddy send me to school then 6.45 one."
she like paiseh already lol.
"AH! still say!
6.45 is DADDY SEND YOU TO SCHOOL.
YOUR SISTER DOESNT DRIVE K."
then she giggled -_-
OMG she's in primary six liao leh,
macham no common sense ...
LMAO.

anyways...
wireless.sg is back again!
:DDDDDD
YAY!!!!

going roller blading later,
swimming tomorrow.
YAY (:
can tannnnnnn (: